If Eyes Could Speak

"I don't know Angell..." Angel deserved better...

"Oh....Okay....." He sighed softly, his heart aching. Maybe Gabriel didn't love him like he had hoped....Didn't wanna be with him forever....

"I'm not good. I'm not good for you Angel..." He shook his head.

"But I love you.....And im used to this Gabriel....Im the only one who can take it, know who and what you are and love you anyways,...."

"But Angel... I just dont know...." Gabriel sighed.

"Why? Why.....Im here....I love you....Even if I could im not leaving.....I want to be with you....Why shove me away?" He didnt understand.

"I just... I don't know." He sighed softly.

Angel turned over, his small shoulders sagging as he went back to feeling like nothing all over again. He hated it...."Is it because im....mentally unstable."

"No Angel... trust me It has nothing to do with you... I'm just... you need better and I want to let you have it..."

"No. I had someone who was good to me. You took me away...He moved on to Higgy....I stayed here...I fell in love....No one wants a crazy kid on there hands so dont deny it, im used it...im just a fuck toy after all."

"I took you away when I didn't care about you... I do now..."

"Thats it though...You didnt care....It ruined my life and I cant get it back but sitting here now, thinking about it....Im happy where I am. Ill always love Brayden but I love you and...Im happy here...." Angel sighed.

Gabriel sighed at him.
"Angel... we can try this but.. I don't want to hurt you anymore."

Angel gave a small smile.
"Then don't and if you do....Its fine." He nodded.

Gabriel kissed him softly, as sweet as he could, trying to be gentle with him.

And that meant the world to Angel. He kissed back, his hands lacing with Gabriels.
"Lets take it slow...not to fast....I dont wanna just make love to you one day....I wanna make out love last...."

"You're........ goddamnit I don't know." Gabriel sighed. "Amazing..." It was all he could come up with at the moment...

"Im your bitch, im fuckable, thats all I have ever been to you....Where is all this coming from Gabe?" Angel snuggled him.

"I've been trying to tell you and I don't know..." He sighed. He'd been giving little signs... just little things like making food specially for Angel. Giving him a blanket at night. Letting him shower... just tiny things to show he cared...

And Angel noticed of course but he wondered what made him care so much....But he was so glad....Every time Gabriel did something like that he could cry....it was so sweet to him..

And although it may seem shocking to some... this was the sweetest he had ever been.

Angel kissed him sweetly.
"You know.....Your all I have...." Besides Brayden and Riley...

"I'm sorry about that..." He sighed.

"Gabriel.....My parents.....they never loved me and never cared and im just.....they didnt love me....so its not like I was really part of the family....Makes no difference now...." He heaved a sad sigh.

"I'm sure they cared Angel...." Ge frowned.