Tough Little Boys

Dustin looked away, bending down to pet his dog.

Kevin frowned.
"Um....Rick now....You know.....I have got to be the one to stand up for momma because no one else will do it....Whats going on?"

"Nevermind Kev... this is serious. I mean it. YOu CANT tell him...." Rick sighed

"Rick....If its that bad....why wont you tell him....Im sure he has a right to know if its this big." Kevin sighed.

"He does but it isn't your job or mine to tell him babe..."

'Rick....Whats going on here?" Kevin sighed softly.

"Promise me first babe.... I was just hoping you could try and talk to Chris..." Kevin had gone through the same thing when Biddy had Austin...

"That's the only reason you tell me things?" Kevin pouted lightly but wondered why in the hell Rick would want him to talk to Chris about anything.

"No baby... just this time. I normally wouldn't chance you telling momma. But I think you can help Chris..."

"Rick, you dont keep things from me. Even if I might tell momma if it involves you it involves me and I have a right to know." Kevin frowned deeply.

"It doesn't really involve you or me. Only reason it involves me is cause it involves Chris and now I wanna go kick some redneck ass." He growled before calming himself. "Anyway, are you gonna tell or not. Momma absolutely can NOT know."

"If it means that much to you then fine. Ill help him and not tell momma but still Chris, if its this big someone should. Maybe not you or me but someone needs to if it is something that you make sound like it would just kill him." Kevin didn't like this one big.

"Thank you baby. Chris is a big boy but I just... even if you could just talk to him... I don't know." Rick sighed. "When momma went with Chris to his and Dsutin's place apparently Alex and Dustin got drunk and... fucked... The baby Alex is pregnant with is Dustin's..." Rick shook his head, sickened look on his face.

Kevin took a moment to process this information before standing, going to the bathroom, and throwing up.
"Rick.....How can they do this? Im so sorry but thats not right...they don't deserve my mother or Chris..."

"No. They really fucking dont'. Chris isn't leaving Dustin as much as I think he should. He's hurt and he just stormed out on him. He needs some time to calm down. He says what hurts more than anything is it looks like Dustin really... LIKES Alex..." Rick looked even more disgusted. "I'll fucking murder him."

Kevin shrugged.
"You liked Biddy."
It was simple, he knew how Chris feel, he knew but the thing was, Dustin had never been a whore. Dustin had been drunk and not in his right mind. Rick had known what he was doing, Rick had been with alot of people. It was harder on Kevin...

Rick sighed heavily.
"..." He had no right to be pissed at Dustin for this. But he was. This was his brother.... "Well thats why I want you to go try and talk to Chris? Can you babe...?" He sighed,

Kevin stood and looked at Rick.
"Course but you remember..you have no right to be mad at Dustin. He was drunk...you werent. I know when Dustin is drunk he is horny and has no idea whats going on, You knew and you did it anyways. You will act civilized to him or you will deal with me. Now my daddy has fucked up AGAIN but he was drunk too so I dont know..."

"I know I don't Kev... I'm an asshole." He sighed. "But he fucked with my brother and... I have to be upset."

By now Chris had stopped crying and was just staring at the wall blankly. How the fuck could this have happened?

Kevin got up and stepped into the room with Chris, sitting with him and chewing his lip.
"So...Dustin got drunk and fucked up?"

Chris nodded, smiling softly at Kevin.
"Hey Kev... I'm sorry... for Rick. I know how you felt then and... it ain't fun." It was hell. "And it was worse when he did it..."

Kevin hugged him tightly, kissing his cheek.
"Yeah because one thing about Dustin...this is the first time he has ever cheated and he was drunk....he wasnt in his right mind Chris and I know he is sorry. He loves you more than anything but he is not Rick. Chris, being a daddy means everything to him..He will father these kids one way or the other.....but him and my dad wont ever love each other like he loves you Chris..."

"I know Kevin... just... Mike was kissing Alex and his stomach and everything and Dustin got fucking jealous. I know that look. I'm really just hoping it was over the baby cause if it was over Alex.." He trailed off and shook his head.

"Oh Chris....Look.....Rick would be the one jealous of both Blake with biddy and with Austin but Dustin....He loves my daddy as a friend and my mommas husband. He was jealous of momma and the baby...He is that kind of daddy Chris....A really good daddy..." Kevin sighed.

"I just... I know how you felt... I'm the only one whos supposed to have his babies..." He drug a hand across his face. "He already has Dewayne, not mine. But I love Dewayne. I didn't know him when Mike had Dewayne. And then we had Lance. I was all better. I'd had his kid... he's mine. And now this... its fucking killing me."

"Chris....if I can still be with Rick you can be with Dustin....its not the same...not like Dustin was in his right mind, not like he has ever flirted with Alex, not like he has been with alot of different people....Not like your sick and you upset him....not like you have to sit up every night and cry about how miserable you make him......not like he refuses to have your kids...." Kevin's head was down.