Tough Little Boys

"Sorry Kevvy bear..." Rick smiled softly.

"Baby I'm so sorry! I didn't know! If I was sober I'd never have done it!" Alex cried out helplessly.

Kevin let out a relieved breath, he had been afraid there for a moment.

Mike shook his head.
"Ill have papers for you to sign tomorrow." His eyes were full of pain, hurt, rage, betrayal....

Rick pulled him close and kissed him deeply.
"I love you and only you Kevin..." He murmured against his lips.

"And If I don't sign them?" Alex whimpered.

Kevin frowned.
"Rick....What did you do?" He wondered, there was no tellings with Rick but Kevin was not liking this...

Mike leaned into Alex's face, his eyes daring him to not sigh.
"Then I might be Mike Riley, but im leaving you. You sigh ill stay but dont and I walk out the door and I dont come back. You dont have a choice Alex. I refuse to be Mike Riley right now. You cheated on me again."

"I fucked momma....." It just came out. Fuck. He wanted to press rewind. Go back. He couldn't have just said that....

Alex sighed and nodded.
"Okay Mike...."

Kevin froze, his eye wide and confused.
"What? Rick what in the fuck?!" There was no way Rick had just told him that....just blurted it out like that.
No way Rick lied to his face....

Mike nodded.
"Damn right its okay, youll sign my fucking papers and dont you dare say you love me or call me Mike again.

"Nothing! Nothing, shit! No. Nothing. I said nothing. Rewind, its gone. I love you..." Rick shook hsi head furiously.

"But... I do love you...." Alex sighed, frowning.

Kevin stood, backing away from Rick.
"No....You said you fucked my mother...."
He couldn't believe it...

Mike slapped him again.
"Say it one more time and im leaving." He warned with a angry hiss.

"No... No... Kevin..." Rick shut his eyes and shook his head. "Please... don't... just forget I said that.."

"Okay..." Alex sighed once again, looking down at his stomach.

Kevin walked out of the room, picking up a vase of flowers by the door, he stepped down the stairs, up to his mother and promptly smashed it over Mike's head, following up by punching him in the nose as hard as he could, breaking it with a sick crack.

Alex yelled, grabbing Mike and pushing Kevin away from him.
"What the hell?!"
Rick ran down the stairs.
"Oh god! Kevin baby..."

Mike shoved Alex away, guessing what this was about and just letting Kevin hit him again. He deserved it...
Kevin shook his head at Rick. "You long ago was this Rick? How long have you lied to me huh? Who all knew?"

"I-I... It was... a while..." Almost four years actually... "I... just me and momma..." He wouldn't let any more people be involved then possible... But in truth, practically EVERYONE knew but Kevin...

Kevin shook his head.
"Who knew and Rick I swear to god...You try giving an honest answer this time." He growled, hitting Mike again when he tried to say he was sorry.

"I-I..." Rick paused, looking down. "Everyone... Alex... Chris... Dustin.. Zac..." Hell, he was pretty sure Biddy knew... everyone but Kevin...

Kevin nodded, swallowing hard and nodded.
"Well then...You can have him. Imma leave for a little while, I just....I cant be around you right now Rick....You lied....every time I thought it was only once...you lied....Every time I thought you were honest...you lied....I knew you would cheat when I met you....I mean....Why not? Momma is healthy and sexy...Im sick and weak, I expected it....But you lied. So did everyone else so im leaving you all too." He passed Rick, going to pack.

Rick followed, his voice was softly, barely above a whisper.
"Kevin... we didn't even finish. I wouldn't even call it sex... I never came, he was soft the whole time, bawling..." Rick shook his head. "YOu just killed yourself. I couldn't take it... I was a mess and momma offered himself to me.. I said no at first... and then... we thought Alex was fucking Lane again... momma lost it, broke down. He was crying so I took him up on his offer. I thought it would make him feel better... he was bawling, i didnt really enjoy it much... it was nothing compared to you... Kevin, I'm so sorry... its one of my biggest regrets..."

Kevin shook his head and looked at Rick.
"Rick....I dont care if it was good or not....you agreed....He offered....you both knew what it would do to me...then you lie about it...everyone else knew about it....Rick how could you....." Kevin dropped his head. "I have never been anything but faithful to you, I have never done anything bad except be sick....cant you just tell me? Leave me? Anything but cheat and lie to my face...I thought you loved me too much for that.."

"I do I was just... god I was just so scared Kevin... I was looking for a right time to tell you and there never was one and... I was just hoping I could be the best lover I can and make it up to you and..."

"Why Rick? We...I wont even be with you if you can't take all of this with me and my sickness im sorry. I cannot help it, and its still not right for you to cheat on me!!And my momma! All of you...." Kevin didnt cry but in his eyes heart break was clear.

"Kevin I love you so much... you were dead. It'd been a few days and we both thought you wouldn't come back... that doesn't make it okay but..."

"Rick.....Even if you were gone for good...I would never move on you let anyone else touch me because it would mean everything to you...." Kevin shook his head.

"I... I didn't like it..." Rick sighed softly.

"Changes nothing. Bye." He turned away and went to their room, shutting the door and packing.
He had no where to go...

"Kevin please... I'll do anything. I mean ANYTHING. If you just don't leave..."