Georgia Clay

Devin sighed and leaned into his father's arm.
"There's gotta be something..."

Titan snorted. "Are you guys going to continue to talk like im not here?" He eased an eye open, shaking his head at them.

"Well not if you're awake." Devin smirked. "Now you can join in and I can ask you to your face. What the hell were you thinking?"

"I was thinking...none of your business."
Dustin sighed, he had been right...

Devin sighed and looked him in the eyes.
"Titan... why the hell did you want to leave us?"

"Who is us Devin? You guys haven't been here, just cuz your here now dont mean shit. You just feel bad, it will pass. Not like any of you cared before so dont come to me with questions. Not like I saw yo more than once or twice in a year."

"I didn't know you wanted to... come and talk to me once in a while... i..." Devin didn't know...

"I did come to see you. You were always gone with some friend to a club. Devin im tired of it." He really was... He got up and popped his back.
"Imma go Mom..."

"Do you have to baby?" Alex sighed at him, frowning.

"Kinda, I have signed for it and planned it for a while so yeah im going." He frowned at them.

"Baby..." Alex hated it so much. And there was nothing he could do...

"Momma...." Titan was just like Dustin said....He was ready to die.

"Please try not to get hurt... fight... fo rme.." Alex nodded.

"Of course momma...Anything for you." He went to go pack up, talking to his brother Kevin while he did so.

Devin followed him.
"You gotta for me too... Imma write you...

"And tell me about how this girl you fucked last night was just so hot or how im such a nerd and have no friends? You know you act like you dont know me around your friends, like your ashamed. Well you wont have to because I wont be here."

"N-no... is that what you think about me?" Was that what he was...?

"Devin.....its all you have ever done since you were old enough to be cool. Yeah, you used to be a good big brother, then we were split up, we became strangers and you left me. Im not your brother, im that nerd your stuck with. Itd how it has been for years. I come to see you because I need someone to just talk to and your gone with some friend or girl. I try to hang out with you and friends im out cast as the nerd because im still a virgin...." Titan shook his head, rubbing his eyes,

"I... I never meant to do that..." He hadn't tried to it just happened..

"You wonder why I would rather go to war and DIE rather than stay here and go through this shit?" He shook his head. "Now you know."

It was his fault...
"I-Its all my fault?" He asked incredulosuly.

"No. You had help Devin, alot of help."
But he had depended on Devin...He wasnt there.

"I'm sorry Titan... so sorry..." He whispered softly.

"Okay. I accept that. But im not stopping, im going. I love you though...that has always been apparent." He turned his back.

"I love you too..." Devin sighed softly at him, frowning deeply.