Cowgirls Don't Cry.

"Does it bother you?" He always wondered about that, being Rick was so open about it, and Kevin hated speaking of it to others.

"Not really... sometimes it irks me a bit but I love it too." He nodded.

Kevin frowned lightly, running his fingers over Rick's shoulders.
"What irks you about it?"

"I dont' want you to be... ashamed of what we have... I: want you to be able to shout it to the world.."

"Rick baby im not ashamed at all!!" Kevin covered , sitting up st right. "Im just....What I do with you...what we do, is ours, not theirs. I dont like them knowing just what its like to have you over me, making love to me, feeling you inside me...Its mine..."
And Biddys and Mikes...And Sydney's...

"I'm the exact opposite. You're so amazing and you're mine... I want everyone to know..."

"And thats fine I guess...Sure I don't like people knowing about my body and...stuff. You know I never...wanted many people knowing about my body...and no one but you does..."

"I love your innocence sweety..." He smiled

"Well good because you took it from me." He whined softly but he was happy.

"Well yeah but youre still so cute and innocent..." He chucked

"One day imma take yours, not like your innocent or anything but still." He laughed lightly. He could died of embarrassment when he heard Rick talking to others about their sex life.

"You can have my virginity any time you want baby. Hell I'd let you take it right now if you didnt wanna be momma..."

Kevin frowned at him, cocking his head to the side.
"What? You wanna have the baby or something?"

"No... well i would. I'd be happy to actually. That way you wouldnt be hurt... You know its really your choice. I wasnt thinking of it but we can do it either way." He smiled

Kevin sat back, staring at Rick.
"You wanna have it Rick?"

Rick paused.
"Do you want me to? I mean... we could do sorta like what Quinton and Matt did. Quinton had the baby but hes still daddy..."

"Im asking what you want to do, Quinton wanted to have the baby and Matt was scared. Quinton wanted it, and he let Matt know that." His face was unreadable.

"Damn I dont know baby. A big part of me wants to have it so you wont be hurt. And then a little part is nervous to have it incase I fuck it up or something..."

Kevin blinked at him. Kevin himself wanted to have it....He said HE would have three kids, he has had one so far and its gone. It wouldnt be the same if Rick had it, even if it was raised to call him momma...
He wouldnt be momma and he hated it...but he would keep his mouth shut and let Rick do whatever he wanted to/

"And I wouldnt have to worry about it hurting you when it kicked and i couldnt do anything about it..." He chewed his lip
He could be happy about the baby kicking...

Kevin stared at him, his stomach flipping and churning violently, his small body trembling slightly but he nodded.
It would be alright....
Thats what he told himself but deep inside...
He would hate this.
He put on a smile and cooed softly.
"Awww momma Rick."

Rick frowned. He wasnt dumb...
"You dont like this..."

"Im fine baby, I don't mind you being momma."
Yes, he was lying through his teeth.

"Please dont act like Im stupid baby... I know what you look like when you're lying..."

"No you dont because I never lie." Kevin crossed his arms, frowning at Rick.
He was so lying...but it would be alright...he would give this to Rick....
Even though it was Rick's fault HIS baby was gone and he had NO CONTROL over what happened to him even though it was his baby.
He hated it...his poor baby was gone...
But they would have another...Rick would.