Re: I Shouldn't Love You, but I Want To

by **Evan Bourne** Sun Oct 03, 2010 6:31 pm

Evan nodded. "Whatever you want me to do, I will," Evan said.

by **Alex Riley** Sun Oct 03, 2010 6:44 pm

Alex didn't know what he wanted Evan to do. He couldn't think straight. All he knew was he wanted to do it again. He pulled Evan onto his lap and kissed him again, more firmly this time.

by **Evan Bourne** Mon Oct 04, 2010 9:25 am

Evan smiled against Alex's lips and returned the kiss. He didn't know why, but his guard was coming down.

by **Alex Riley** Mon Oct 04, 2010 3:20 pm

Alex didn't know what had come over him. He couldn't stop kissing Evan. That was a lie. He could... he just didn't want to.

by **Evan Bourne** Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:00 pm

Evan didn't know why he wasn't panicking, he should have been after what he had been through.

by **Alex Riley** Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:15 pm

Alex's tongue prodded Evan's bottom lip, asking for entrance. When it wasn't granted immediately he shoved his tongue into Evan's mouth.

by **Evan Bourne** Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:19 pm

Evan relaxed into the kiss even more than before. This wasn't like him to be so open, but something felt different with Alex.

by **Alex Riley** Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:23 pm

Alex held Evan as close as possible. He knew the second they broke apart, the regret would start. He'd never get to do this again.

by **Evan Bourne** Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:25 pm

Part of Evan wanted to pull away and run, he knew what this could lead to. The other part of him loved this far too much.

by **Alex Riley** Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:33 pm

Alex's hands traveled to his pants zipper but he stopped abruptly as he realized what he was doing. This was going too far.
He pushed Evan back gently.

by **Evan Bourne** Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:41 pm

Evan looked away, the memories began to flood his mind.

by **Alex Riley** Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:46 pm

Alex looked down, panting heavily. There was no taking back what had just happened. There was no pretending it didn't happen.

by **Evan Bourne** Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:48 pm

Evan stood up, grabbing his books.

by **Alex Riley** Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:53 pm

"Bye, I guess." Alex mumbled.
Great, he'd just lost the best tutor he'd ever had and what could've been a great friend.

by **Evan Bourne** Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:56 pm

I'm not leaving," Evan said.

by **Alex Riley** Mon Oct 04, 2010 5:03 pm

"You're not?" Alex looked up at Evan, trying to hide the hope in his eyes.

by **Evan Bourne** Mon Oct 04, 2010 5:07 pm

Evan shook his head. "You wanted my help, right?"

by **Alex Riley** Mon Oct 04, 2010 5:10 pm

Alex nodded.
"I just thought you wouldn't want to anymore..." Alex murmured, upset with himself for letting Evan have this effect on him.

by **Evan Bourne** Mon Oct 04, 2010 5:11 pm

Evan shook his head. "You need it," Evan said.

by **Alex Riley** Mon Oct 04, 2010 5:24 pm

Alex nodded. He turned and gave Evan a small hug.
"Thanks Evan." He mumbled.

by **Evan Bourne** Mon Oct 04, 2010 5:27 pm

Evan returned the hug. "No problem," Evan said.

by **Alex Riley** Mon Oct 04, 2010 5:33 pm

Alex felt different with Evan. He wasn't the cocky, jerk that everyone else saw. He was just a normal guy. He had fears, insecurities... desires.

by **Evan Bourne** Mon Oct 04, 2010 5:38 pm

Evan grabbed his binder, Sana Vista sticker still on the front of it.

by **Alex Riley** Mon Oct 04, 2010 5:42 pm

Alex listened intently as Evan helped him with the night's homework. It took a few hours but eventually they were done. By now, it was dark outside and getting late. But Alex's parents still weren't home. They never were.

by **Evan Bourne** Mon Oct 04, 2010 5:44 pm

"You alone here?" Evan asked.

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