Cowgirls Don't Cry.

Dustin sighed softly, his rough hands wrapping around the back of Devin's neck and pulling him down so his forehead rested on Dustin's chest.
"I love you boys..."

"I love you too daddy..." Devin whispered softly.

Dustin sighed softly, wrapping his arms around the boy.
"If Chris is pregnant will ya help him watch after the baby?"

"Definitely daddy." He nodded. "I'll be a good daddy to it." Minus the whole being Chris's lover thing.

"And when the time is right try and get him a new lover, just get him out there so he wont be so alone." Dustin nodded to his son.

"... I'll try." He nodded. He'd give it a shot but if Chris didnt want one he wouldnt push it.

Dustin smiled softly.
"Thank you baby and I know, dont push him but when he is ready...." Dustin nodded at his son.

Devin nodded.
"I won't make him... but if he wants to I'll help."

"Thank you baby and I dont want you to make him and he doesnt even have to have someone else but when he is ready, I want him to be secure about it, know im alright with it." He nodded.

"ALright. I'll make sure he knows youre alright with it. .... Are you really daddy?"

Dustin raised a brow at him.
"Am I really okay? Yes I am, I want him to move on and im alright. Unlike Mike, im not afraid of him forgetting me, or not loving me like he does now. If he loves someone more then I am so happy he found true love again after me because I know what we have is real and special and....it wont ever die so, he can love and be with another man when im gone...but I know ill always be number one in his heart and if im not...again...if he is happy ill be happy."

Devin nodded.
"I don't think anyone will take your spot daddy." He pecked his cheek.

" I know they wont and thats what makes it okay Dev, I know you, your brothers and Chris love me so im just fine."

"We do." Devin agreed, hugging him. "TireD?"

"Yeah, I am." He nodded, "Where is Chris?" He wanted his lover...

"I think he's up in your room... Go cuddle." He pecked his cheke.

"Ill be sure to do that." He stood, wobbling around, he was dizzy and felt that at any second he would fall...

"Need some help up the stairs dad?" Devin frowned lightly.

Dustin shook his head, stumbling and sitting back on the couch.
The room was spinning.

Devin was very strong for a teen like him. He sighed at his father, frowning and scooped him up bridal style, heading up the stairs.
"Don't try and stop me either."

Dustin groaned, wrapping his arms around his son's neck and doing something he never had before, he didn't argue. He pressed his face into Devin's shoulder and just let himself be carried...

Devin pressed a kiss in his fathers hair and carried him into his and Chris's bedroom and lying him on the bed.

Dustin gave a weak smile at him, laying back.
"Thank you Baby...."
Yes, Dustin was dying.

"You're welcome daddy..." He left the room before letting the shock show on his face.
THat could have made him cry... seeing how weak his father had become.

And for Dustin to actually show he was weak and let his baby of all people help him...
It was bad.