Re: The Instanity that is Innocence in Virtue.

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 1:38 am

Ezra was trying not to think about it but he coudln't help it... He had his phone in his hands, just waiting, tear streaks fresh on his face.

by **Aaron Mizanin** Mon Jul 25, 2011 1:40 am

Around one in the evening Alex text him.
Hey baby <3 Happy day late anniversary.
AlexLovesOctober4eva

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 1:42 am

Ezra swallowed, reading the text over and over, taking almost twenty minutes before he replied.
"Are you going to come tonight?"
They needed to talk...

by **Aaron Mizanin** Mon Jul 25, 2011 1:44 am

"If I can swing it I can. October is making me busy.
Alexlovesoctober4eva

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 1:46 am

"K." The most dangerous text you could ever receive from a woman or in this case submissive male. It meant you done fucked up, boy.

by **Aaron Mizanin** Mon Jul 25, 2011 1:49 am

Alex frowned at his phone.
What did I do?
Alexlovesoctober4eva

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 1:53 am

"Nothing."
Ezra replied but he muttered to himself
"Oh nothing, you just missed our fucking anniversary, you did absolutely nothing wrong you fucking saint, you. You should be awarded for this." He grumbled.

by **Aaron Mizanin** Mon Jul 25, 2011 1:56 am

Ok.
Alexlovesoctober4eva
He didnt have time for this, Kelly needed his help with homework.

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:00 am

Ezra muttered to himself, sitting the phone on the bed and leaving the room. he didn't give a fuck if Alex texted anymore. He went and spent the day hanging out with Brody and Chance and doing some photoshoots to get his mind off of things. But at the end of the day he was back in his room, hoping Alex would come because he really needed to talk about this...

by **Aaron Mizanin** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:05 am

Alex text him.
I MIGHT come by around three.
Alexlovesoctober4eva

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:06 am

"Yay." Ezra sighed, staring up at the ceiling and groaning.

by **Aaron Mizanin** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:08 am

Around three thirty Alex slipped into the room, a small frown on his face.
"Hey babe."

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:11 am

"Hey Alex..." The boy sighed softy, peeking up at Alex.

by **Aaron Mizanin** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:12 am

"Whats wrong with you Ezra?" He asked softly, sitting on the bed.

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:15 am

"What do you think Alex?" He sighed at him. "I didn't get to see you yesterday... at all..."

by **Aaron Mizanin** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:18 am

"I know baby, and im sorry. You know I cant just drop everything, my child had a soccer game, my babies come first right now." He sighed at Ezra.

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:20 am

Ezra swallowed.
"I was outside with a picnic set up. I waited for hours in the freezing cold, was attacked by a fucking dog..." He rolled up the sleeve of his hoodie, showing long claw marks down his arm. "You coudln't have snuck off to the side for a second to at least text me? Let me know you wouldn't be there?" His eyes showed hurt.

by **Aaron Mizanin** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:25 am

"I did when I could. Ezra baby, if she gets curious....It could destroy everything and I wont have it baby. I love you...I see you when I can." He frowned.

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:33 am

"Alex... I try not to complain much... I think I do good considering the fact that you constantly tell me you love me more than anything but then go home and fuck her... I'm corny Alex. I always wanted a cliche, cheesy, romantic, perfect storybook relationship. A prince charming to sweep me off my feet. I'd lose my virginity on our wedding night. I wanted it to be PERFECT. This... I love you so much Alex... but this... its hell when I'm not with you. All I think about is you with her. Her in your arms instead of me. You inside HER. I dont ask for much Alex. I wanted my one perfect night and it was fucking ruined because of HER. I know if you ask anyone else I am the wrong one in this situation, Im taking HER husband but damnit I don't care Alex. I needed my one night... our anniversary... and you spent it with her. I didnt see your face at all... that meant so much to me and you're acting like its nothing.. you couldn't spare me two seconds for a fucking text message..." He paused, rubbing at his eyes. "I... can't do this. I know its for your babies but Alex.. I can't..." Another long pause. Almost ten minutes. "Its me or her..."

by **Aaron Mizanin** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:37 am

Alex shook his head, he had know this day was coming sooner or later, he knew it from the begging that someone as childish as Ezra could not take a relationship like this, he needed something.
Something Alex just could not give right now.
He wanted to drop it all and just tell October it was done, he was with Ezra now...He would be happier like that but now, he ha KIDS, he had two beautiful babies to look out for. They needed a mother and choosing Ezra would destroy their lives..
"Ezra, I love you more than anything." He was quiet for a while, thinking.

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:39 am

"Then... PLEASE Alex... I can't do it anymore..." He shook his head.

by **Aaron Mizanin** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:40 am

"Gimme me a kiss goodbye?" He sighed softly running a hand down his face.

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:42 am

Ezra blinked at him, his voice cracking as he whispered.
"G-goodbye?"

by **Aaron Mizanin** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:44 am

"Baby...My kids need me before I can have what I what...which is you...They have to be taken care of....I know what its like...My dad was with someone else...I cant do it to them..."

by **Ezra Nielsen** Mon Jul 25, 2011 2:48 am

Ezra said nothing for a long time. His body just shook silently. After a while he sat up right, grabbing Alex's face and kissing him deeply, passionately, all of his love in that kiss. He then pulled back his eyes flashing with so many different emotions. Heartbreak, love, betrayal...
"Get. The hell. Out of my house." His teeth were clenched as he pointed to the door, shaking with tears.

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