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Mike frowned. "You probably wont be here when it kicks.....you loved that." Mike pouted now, he couldn't be excited if Alex wasn't here.

"Aww." Alex pouted, resting his head in the crook of Mike's neck.

Mike was debating weather to tell Alex about the problems or not. He was scared, and his nerves weren't helping with the baby.

"I want updates through letters every single day ya hear me?" Alex smiled.

"Yeah.....I hear you." Mike smiled and pecked Alex's cheek. "And I want to take some pictures while your here."

"Of course." Alex grinned, kissing Mike's lips yet again. He couldn't stop kissing Mike now that they were finally together again.

"Do you.......want to name it? You can...Go ahead and think of a name for both a boy and a girl." Mike nuzzled his face into Alex's chest.

"I want us to name it together." Alex smiled. "How about you think of a boy name and I'll think of a girl?"

Mike nodded and started going through names in his head. None really stuck out. After a minute it was down to Lane and Dwayne.

"Hmm... for a girl what do you think of... Jessica?" Alex asked. There was no particular reason he'd just always liked that name.

Mike smiled and nodded to his husband. "I like that name baby." He was so happy to have his baby home.

"What'd you come up with? In case it's a boy?" Alex asked, smiling.

"I like Lane....." Mike said quietly, letting the name roll around in his head. H always loved that name.

"That's nice baby." Alex smiled. "I love it." He kissed Mike's cheek softly.

The three days came and went way to fast for Mike, he dreaded Alex leaving again. Mike laid in bed, staring up at the ceiling, just thinking that in twenty four hours, he would be alone again.

Alex stepped in the room, quietly shutting the door behind him.
"Baby, you alright?" He asked softly.

"Yeah....Just already missing you." Mike sighed and turned over so he was facing the wall.

Alex sighed.
"Well I'm here now arent I?" He smirked, laying down beside him.

Mike turned over and curled up next to him. "Yeah but....you wont be tomorrow." Mike pointed out, with a waver in his words.

"well then let's enjoy this while it lasts." Alex smiled, draping a single arm over Mike's shoulders.

Mike mumbled something incoherent. And then sat up and looked at his husband. "Please..."

"Please what darlin'? Anything you want, you got it." Alex smiled.

"Make love to me...please." Mike pleaded as he scooted closer and closer to his lover. "Please." He said again, for some reason he was afraid Alex would refuse him.

Alex smiled.
"Sure thing baby. You don't gotta beg."
He immediately went to work, sliding off his shirt and jeans so he was in only his boxers.

Mike let out a sigh of relief and watched his lover strip. It always felt like the first time. Alex made him so happy, so giddy and child like it was ridiculous.