Misfit

"Darlin, I saw that look in your eyes, you're afraid." Drew frowned.

"Yeah but I trust you to take care of me and not hurt me....I know you'll be careful with me."

"I will baby. But it's going to hurt I'm not gonna lie. No matter how gentle I am it'll hurt."

"So, it hurt more when he did it. He wasn't careful and he was trying to make it hurt....im okay."

"Alright love. Well lie down, I want to make this last." Drew kissed his lips.

Mike nodded before laying himself out on the bed for his soon to be lover.

Drew let out a sluttish sounding grunt at how Mike was just lying there. Legs spread obscenely, just lying there for Drew to take. This might have been Mike's first time but it was certainly not Drew's. He wouldn't say he was a whore... he just knew what he was doing. The nerves disappeared after the first one or two times, especially when you were on top.

Mike didn't knew Drew had done this before, he had been trying to save himself when his father took everything away.

Drew had never deflowered someone before though. He found the thought rather intriguing. Back in his school in Scotland... well everyone was rather friendly, let's put it that way. Drew had never been unpopular back there, quite the opposite actually. Gays were welcome. The girls and boys alike threw themselves at him. He had been tested after each and everyone though. He knew he was clean but he felt Mike had a right to know before they did anything.
"Mike theres somethin' I should tell ya..."

"Yeah?"
Mike looked at Drew with loving, trusting, ocean blue eyes.

"I don't know if it will bother you or not, so I figured I should tell you. This isn't my first time. I've done this before, quite a lot actually. I'm positive I don't have any diseases or anything. I am 100% clean but I wanted to tell you."

"O-Oh....Okay...."
No it wasn't.
It hurt, he could already feel the tears in his eyes.
He didn't see why he had assumed he would be Drew's first.

"Oh! Mike..." Drew exclaimed at the tears forming. "Mike I'm sorry." Drew said, worriedly, kissing Mike's forehead.

"Its fine." Mike turned his head away.
"J-Just get on with it."

"It's not fine love... I wish, I wish I could take it back. Ive never loved anyone else though. I've never made love. I've fucked. Mike I'm... I'm a whore." This was the first time he had admitted to himself. "Things weren't always great at home. I had sex to deal with it." Drew let out a heavy sigh, blowing up a strand of hair that hung in front of his face.

Mike sniffled and got up and his knee's before hugging Drew around the waist. He knew what it was like when things at home weren't good.

"You're pure. You're good, Mike. You're innocent. Don't cry cause I'm not." Drew sighed, softly kissing the top of his head.

"I love you Drew." The words were muffled by Drew's stomach as Mike continued to hold him.

"I love you too baby." Drew whispered, stroking his boyfriend's hair.

He had wanted to be Drew's first....He really did t there was no helping it now was there?...."

"I wouldn't have done it if i knew someone as amazing as you was waiting just around the corner." Drew gave him a small smile.

Mike nodded.
"Its not like im a virgin either."
His father had taken that away, along with his child hood and most of his sanity and dignity.

"You are in my eyes Mike. I've told ya, that doesn't count what he did."

"I-It does to me!" Mike cried as he hugged Drew closer. He was miserable thinking about it."

Drew frowned. He pulled Mike up so they were face to face. He gave him a sweet, passionate.
"I'll make you forget, love"