Don't Know Why

"Jake I'm sorry I can't stay with you after tonight. And you don't get it. This is all I'm good at. You said it yourself I'm good at this. Apparently this is my only talent. I need cash Jake. Just forget it okay? Take me home, fuck me, drive me back. That's all." He sighed.

"Dolph.....I said that because you seem sweet and I like that. Your sexy, yes. But thats not all that I like. You need a guy like me, would take care of you and love you. You wouldn' have to do this."
He was starting to change his mind, he didn't just fuck people, he made love to them.

"Jake please. Just let me do my job." Dolph sighed heavily.
It'd be nice not to be some asshole's sex toy every night. But he couldn't just quit his job and put everything in Jake's hands. What if he turned out to be abusive? Or what if they simply broke up? Dolph would have nothing. He'd just started making a nice bit of cash. Enough to live on and pay for rent in his shitty apartment. He couldn't throw it away even if he wouldn't be giving up much.

"Look....Why don't I juth take you back. You can keep the money and if anyone athkes i'll thay we did it. I....I don't uthually do quick one night thandth, I don't fuck, I make love and......Look im juth not doing thith to you." He slowed the car down and turned, going back to the strip joint.

Dolph quietly got out of the car when they arrived. He walked around to Jake's side and opened the door.
He softly kissed his lips.
"You need better than me." He whispered and turned away, walking back into the club, hoping Jake hadn't seen the tears in his eyes.

"Dolph!" Jake cried out, runing to catch up with him. Jake caught hi rm and spun his around, his heart breaking at the tears.
"Oh Dolph, don't cry....pleath.." Jake wiped the tears away with s thumb. And you listen to me. I know I juth met you but....I don't know I really like you....I don't think any leth of you for what you do. I like you for you...." He pulled Dolph to his chest

"I'm. Not. Crying." Dolph said, his teeth gritted trying to keep the tears under control.

"Dolph, ith okay. I wont judge you or anything. If you, want you can come home with me and juth relax for a little bit. I'll take care of you."

"F-fine. But I have to come back here, I can't stay Jake. I know you want a real relationship and I can't give that to you.

Jake sighed and took Dolph back to the car. He began back on his way to the hotel. "Why not? Would a relationthip with me be tho bad?"

"Jake I don't think you'd be okay with me sleeping with other men for the money if we were dating... But i can't just quit and put my entire life in your hands. This is all I have."

Jake sighed, he hated this but apparetly this was how it had to be. Jake pulled up to the house and led Dolph to his room. "You can thleep here if your tired. If your hungry I can cook...."

"Maybe just a nap..." Dolph said, glancing over at the bed, It looked so inviting.

Jake smiled and pulled the covers back for him. Jake would sleep on the couch.

"Don't let me sleep the whole night though... just a few hours please." Dolph said as he laid down. God this bed was so much nicer than his.

Jake nodded before going into the living room and laying down.

"Where are you going?" Dolph called.

"Ummmmm I wath going to lay on the couch and let you thleep on the bed." Jake clled back.

"It's your house Jake. And I don't mind if you want to lay with me. I'm a whore remember?" Dolph chuckled lightly.

"Nah, not to me remember? I'll treat you ath I would any guetht in my houthe!"

"Well what if I want you to lay with me... I'm cold." Dolph said. He was completely warm, he just longed for someone's arms around him. Someone beside him in the bed who didn't just want to fuck him.

Jak got up and went back into the room. He layed down and tentavily he wraped an arm around Dolph and snuggled up to him.

Dolph rolled over and buried his head into Jake's chest. He could stay here forever but he knew he couldn't.

Jake gave a goofy grin. "Thee, im cuddly like a big bear." He hugged Dolph tightly.

Dolph chuckled lightly.
"Yes you are..."