Don't Know Why

"I like cuddling." He nuzzled Dolph's platinum blone hair. "I lie cuddling with you..."

"I like cuddling with you too..." Dolph sighed. He could not get too attached to Jake.
"You cannot be in a relationship and that's what he wants." He reminded himself.

"You know you have choices, everyone has choices Dolph." Jake said softly.

"And sometimes you have to make choices you don't want to..."

"Dolph....I know you can do better..." Jake did know that much.

"Jake... please... Why are you bothering with me in the first place? I'm just some fucking prostitute that drew you in by parading around half naked 24/7."

"No you didn't. I like you for thome reathon. Itth deffnatly not anything to do with your job. Perthonally I think you are to good to be doing what you do."

"Jake.." Dolph sighed. "I can't give you a relationship right now." He wanted to so bad but he just couldn't trust this stranger so fast. "So if that's what you're counting on, making me change my mind, I'll leave now."

Jake sighed and shut up. He would just hold Dolph while he could. Dolph apparetly didn't wat anymore than that.

Dolph sighed and rested in Jake's arms, silent tears sliding down his cheeks.

"Thhhhhhhhhhhh Dolph thweetheart don't cry. Itth okay, Im juth not thomeone anyone theeth to want. I gueth im too thweet....itth boring...itth okay...."

"Jake you're too good for me. I'm dirty. I'm disgusting and I'm pretty sure I have an STD. Trust me, you don't want me." Dolph began to stand. He couldn't do this for much longer.

Jake caught his hand.
"No.....No, I like you and your not dirty or anything. If youw would let me....I would take care of you..."

"Jake..." Dolph honestly considered this. "No. I... I can't."

"Fine, a thimple no Jake I don't like you would have been fine to." Jake sighed and got up with a sad smile. "You get your retht, i'll wake you up in a few hourth

Dolph was about to protest. He wanted to shout 'No! I do like you!" But he shut his mouth. It'd be easier if Jake just thought he didn't want him.
"I... I'm gonna leave." Dolph stood and handed Jake his jacket back.

Jake sighed and handed it back.
"You keep it. I have another one." He didn't.

"I'm fine. Really. Just take it." Dolph said, tossing it back.

"Dolph, I want you to have it." He threw it back before walking back into the living room.

Dolph sighed.
"Okay... goodbye." He called softly and walked out the door.

Jake stopped before going after him.
"Woah! You need a ride!"

Dolph was already halfway down the road. No one had ever offered to drive him back after they fucked him.
"It's fine! I can walk!" He called.

"Dolph! Thatth to far away." Jake got in the car and pulled up beside Dolph."Get your thubbon ath in thith car."

Dolph reluctantly climbed in.
"I've walked back to the club from way further away than this..."

"Then you were with thome jerk. I wont have you walk." Jake drove back to the club.