Misfit

"I don't want to leave. I just... I just don't get why you'd want me to stay..." MAtt said.

Drew had them put Paige back in the nursery for a while, his arms were tired from holding her 24/7. He didnt want to cry. Btu he did.

"Matt, either get in this bed, get in a bed thats in another room or you can leave. Im not forcing you to stay I just want you too."

Mike didn't go back to the hospital for two days. When he did he showed up in a sleak black suit. He was borrowing it from Quincy. He had a furneral to go to.

Matt hesitated but climbed back in the bed. There went his chance of happiness.

Drew sighed when Mike walked in. Finally.
"I missed you..." He said blankly, his voice hoarse. He'd practically been losing his mind. He thought Mike was not going to come back.
"They said I could go home yesterday..."

Quinton sighed and rolled over before hesitantly pulling Mat to his chest.

Mike sighed.
"Im sorry baby, I had to go with Quincy to look at coffins and head stones and then I had work and then I had to talk to some one out the National Guard and by the time I was done It was already six in the morning."

Matt snuggled into him.
"I'm sorry..."

Drew shrugged.
"Okay." He said in the monotone voice he'd been using lately. "Why are you in a suit?"

"What are you sorry for Matt? You have dont nothing to me."

"I have a furneral to go to."
It as not for Quincy's girlfriend or child.
His mother had commited suicide.

"But I feel like I have..." Matt murmured. He felt like he had wronged every man who risked his life at war.

"Who's?" Drew asked weakly.

Quiton sighed and hugged him closer.
Did it really not matter? Were they on the battle feild dying for nothing?

"A friend who just could not take life anymore."
Mike was not worrying Drew anymore.

"Why do you care for me...? I'm scum..." Matt sighed.

"Do I know this friend?" Drew asked.

"I care because you make me happy Matt." Quinton kissed his cheek.

"You might have met her once or twice. You dont really know her."

Matt sighed.
"If you say so...."

"Savannah?" Drew asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Matt, im not making yuo stay. You should like its a chore to be here with me." Quinton sighed.

"No, Savannah is to Savannahish to do such a thing. I love her for that."

"I want to. You're just confusing the hell outta me right now..." Matt sighed.

"Okay then." Drew was sick of bugging Mike to tell him things. If he didn't trust him then fine.

"Whats so confusing Matt? I dont see what is so hard to grasp." He sghed and rested his head on Matt's chest.

Mike shook his head. He was not going to sit here and argue with Drew, his momma was gone and even though his father had been horrible and his mother had done nothing to stop it he still loved her.

"I'm a horrible person. I just described the worst thing I've done in detail and you want me to stay with you. It just doesn't add up..."

"Well can you drop me and Paige off at the house?" Drew asked, standing for the first time in days.

"I know im strange aren't I?"
He smiled even though he was not happy and there was nothing funny.

Mike nodded and pulled Drew to his chest. Mike had gotten alot stronger, he had muscle now and could easily carry his fiance.
"You can be mad if you want to but I still love you."
He let go and then signed Drew's release paper's before going and getting his baby. Mike had been shopping. He had a carseat and he had gotten clothes and a crib and decorated the baby's room. He also had a small present for Drew waiting for him on there bed at the house.

"Yes..." Matt attempted a small smile back.

"I still love you too. I'm just... done." Drew shrugged. He was done crying. Done being so girly. He was going back to old Drew who cried in front of no one...

"Am I too strange for you?" Quinton asked lowly.

"Drew, please dont do this. Not today baby. I cant take it today."
Mike just could not have Drew doing that, it was not healthy.

"Not at all..." Matt shook his head at Quinton.

"What? I'm done crying over everything. I'm going back to ME again." Drew shrugged, carrying Paige into the house.

Mike stood outside with tears in his eyes before getting in his car and spinning out of the drive.
The Trailer was very nice, it had furniture and now it had a room decorated in pink, on the wall it read 'Paige'. The carpet was pink, the curtains were pink, the crib was pink. It looked like a bottle of pepto bizmal threw up but it really was cute and it was sweet considering what Mike had gone through to do it. Mike already had dinner made, he hospital had called him and told him Drew could do home so he made Drew's favorite food and it was out on the counter cooling. In the master bed room, there was a welcome home balloon, and a welcome home banner across the door. On the bed was a picture a nurse had taken of Paige right when she had been born, there was one of Drew and one of Mike and they were in an album that read 'Our Family' on the cover.

Drew could not help but grin when he saw everything. God, Mike was too fucking amazing. He laughed as he showed Paige around her room.
"This is yours baby girl." He cooed, laying her in the crib. "Now please go to sleep for momma. Momma wants to take a nap too." Paige was quite restless but soon she was sleeping. Drew went to lay down in his and Mike's room.

Savannah finally found the house and knocked on the door. She had heard the baby was born and today she heard Mrs.Mizanin was dead, she had to see if Mike was okay.

Drew growled as the doorbell rang and it woke up Paige. She began bawling. He picked her up and carried her down to the door wondering who the hell was here.
"Oh. Hi Savannah."

"Hi Drew, is Mike here?"
She bit her lip, she had known Mrs.Mizanin and Mike for so long. Mike was like her little brother now that he was with Drew.

"No... he's at a funeral." Drew said. "He wouldn't tell me who for though..."