Fall For You

"Do you wanna stay here? Or if you could would you wanna move?" Mike pulled Drew on top of him.

"I love it here you know that." Drew grinned.

"I know baby, but its a trailer, I was making sure..."
Mike rubbed his eyes tiredly.

"You bought it for me. And it's an amazing trailer." He kissed each of Mike's eyelids.

"Yeah it is, but I have the money to buy you a house now...if you want it." Mike grinned at him.

"Baby you should save the money. Then you might not have to work so much." Drew beamed.

"Well, I have a master plan so I promise you, I know what im doing. I have this money saved so you can have a good house that belongs to you. Then if I keep working, in three weeks I will have a year of paid vacation time saved up."

"Mike, that'd be wonderful." Drew beamed. He was so happy he could cry.

"Thats what I get for working seven days a week. You know have a reason. I wanna be with you more. Soon I will get a raise and ill have fewer hours and more pay. We are doing just fine...if wont be like this for long."

Drew smiled.
"That's just amazing. I can't wait. I love you so much Michael Mizanin."

Mike laughed and kissed Drew softy.
"I love you more. Now, is our life as miserable as it was ten minutes ago?"

"Not even close." Drew smiled. It had been so long since Mike had genuinely laughed like that.

"I am going to give you everything you have ever wanted. All you have to do is tell me what you want."

"You are way too amazing, yknow that? I dont deserve any of the things you've done for me."

"Your right, you deserve more, better. But you got me. Im not amazing. I leave you alone all day. I never see my baby, neither of them. Thats not a good life, thats not amazing."

"But you do it all for me and Paige. Most men would just say fuck it. They'd sit on their lazy ass and let me and Paige starve. But you don't. You work your ass off to provide for us." Drew smiled.

"But you need a husband and Paige needs a father. Im lacking in those departments."

"Soon enough you'll make up for it." Drew smiled

Mike nodded with a smile. He got up and went to the kitchen. He needed to take his pills. He was on medication for severe depression.

Drew frowned. He didn't like that his husband had to take medication for depression...

Mike popped the pills into his mouth and swallowed them dry. He suffered from depression, yes. He was depressed his was never home, he was always tired, and Drew thought he was the worst husband and father most of the time.

Drew walked up to Mike and hugged him from behind.
"Wish you didn't need those."

"I know baby.....I hate it too but its all that keeps me going some days...well these pills and you."

Drew frowned and nodded.
"Well I'll always be here for you."

"I know baby...I know..."
It was hard to think that, especially with Drew looking at him sometimes like he was so horrible because he was home so late.