Fall For You

Drew hummed quietly to himself as he washed, all thoughts of earlier washing away with the water.

Soon Mike put Paige too bed. He read her a story after he tucked her in. He wished he could do this more, he was supposed to be the girl, be the momma. But thats not the hand he was dealt and he was okay with this, it was just hard.

"Mikeyyyyy" Drew called from the shower. He was still in a playful mood. He had completely forgotten about having to tell Mike the truth.

"Whatyyyyyy?" Mike strolled into the bathroom to see his lover. He had not forgotten but he was in a good mood.

"Towel please. I'm lazy." Drew grinned. "Plus I don't have clothing so I'd have to walk through the house nude and its cold out there."

Mike walked over and picked Drew up, wrapping Drew's lugs around his waist.
"C'mon, ill dress ya." He carried Drew to their room.

"Wheeee." Drew smiled. "And its still cold." He laughed

Mike laughed and sat Drew down before handing him a shirt. Mike might be the man but he was still smaller. Drew towered over him, Drew alot bigger than him.

"I can be blue I can be brown, I can be violet sky. I can be purple. I can be hurtful. I can be anything you like." Drew sang as he laid down.
"DAmn song. Won't get out of my head." Drew muttered

"As long as your mine." Mike grinned at him. Mike usually tired to act lie the man but right now he was just going to be Mike. He curled up to Drew's side.

Drew grinned and wrapped an arm around Mike.

"Sometimes miss begin the girl." Mike mumbled as he snuggled up to his lover.

Drwe frowned.
"Mike, you can be." He meant that. He might have gotten used to the girl but h'ed do anything for Mike.

Mike laughed and shook his head.
"Drew....even if I were to stop being strong I would still work like this...No, your a good momma, im not making you be the man." Mike grinned and kissed Drew softly.

Drew frowned.
"No I'm really not. You're better. " He sighed.

"Drew baby, your the best mother ever. I am not even a good daddy, much less a mommy." Mike nuzzled his chest.

Drew sighed and simply held his lover.
"You were a wonderul parent today though."

"Because I was actually here today. I hate that im never home...." Mike felt like he needed a pill.

"We hate it too baby. We do. But we know you're doing it for us. So it's okay."

"No its not, I need to be home more and believe me im trying for you. I really am." Mike hid his face in Drew's chest.

"I know you are. Trust me I know." Drew smiled as he stroked Mike hair. Then it hit him. Shit. He only hoped Mike had forgotten.

Mike hadn't. Thats what was depressing him. Drew had lied to him.....
Mike sat up and went to go pop his pills.

"Baby, is there anything I can do to make you less depressed?" Drew frowned as he followed his husband.

"I don't think so sweet heart...Im fucked up, nothing can fix me." Mike sighed and he sat the pill bottle down.

Drew sighed and frowned. He smiled as he had a flashback. A good one. The day he'd moved to that damn school. The day he met Mike.