Fall For You

"Thats how it was supposed to me. I was the girl, you were the man. But now it seems that I am cursed." Mike kissed Drew softly. It was harder for him becausehe is fragile, mean to be the submissive one. But he was the one with the job, he couldnt turn back now.

"You don't like being the daddy do you?" Drew frowned.

Mike sighed and rested his head on Drew's chest.
"Its complicated....And it doesn't matter, I have to be."

"No." Drew sat upright. "You don'thave to be. I refuse to make you do that..."

"Drew baby, let it go. Im being honest with you, dont make me regret that. Just let me be the man, your such a good momma. And I cant make you go get a job and work like I am. Its hell on Earth and Paige needs you. I will be daddy for you." Mike showered his face in kisses.

"Mike, please baby. I can't make you do all this. I am capable of working."

"Drew....I work, its how its been and how its going to be. You have to be here for Paige."

Drew sighed.
"But you dont' like it... you want to be the mommy." He frowned.

"I am built to be the mommy. Im fragile and small, but im being strong for you and thats fine too. I love you Drew."

"I love yout oo Mike..." Drew frowned, leaning his head on Mike's shoulder. "I'm to big to be this much of a puss."

"Your not a puss, and if you are your mine. Dont worry about it baby."

Drew sighed.
"It's hard not to worry about it." He frowned.

"I know but the point is that im not making you go work like this. Its miserable and Paige needs you."

"I'd rather be miserable than have you be miserable... and Paige needs you too."

"Maybe but not as much as she needs you Drew. I was not made to be the man but I am and I got to live with it." Mike nuzzled Drew's chest.

Drew sighed.
"You're stubborn..." He chucklde.

"So are you baby, so are you." Mike grinned up at him. He wished he could go back..to when they were in school and he was the girl, Drew had not been raped...its was fine."

Drew was still frowning.
"I'm sorry..." He whispered softly.

"Drew baby, what are you apologizing for? Your the best man in the world! Why are you sorry to me? You make me happy, you make life worth living baby."

"I'm sorry for getting raped. I'm sorry for making you grow up so fast. We're only in our twenties. I'm sorry for crying all the time. I'm sorry for making you need anti depressants. I'm sorry for everything..."

Mike stared at him long and hard.
"Drew McIntyre Mizanin, you wait one goddamn minute. You cant help what happened baby, and we have Paige because of it! I was going to grow up one way or the other, maybe quicker than anyone else but still and Im doing for you. And its okay to cry, I dont mind it. You need to get it out an not keep it in Drew. And if you want me to stop taking the pills, if it will make you feel better I will. Just dont be sorry because their is not one thing to be sorry for."

"You need the pills baby. I just hate that I am the reason you need them. It's my fault. You could have a completely normal life with Savannah right now..."

"Drew.....normal maybe but, I could never love her or anyone else as much as I love you. Yes I do need the pills. I need them to get me through because sometimes it seems hopeless. I work all day, I never see you or my baby and it takes a toll on me...I miss you just as much as you miss me if not more. And when I come home I feel wretched because you look at me sometimes. You dont realize it, but their is this look on your face like im just the worst husband ever because in not here. Maybe Im reading to much into it, I take everything you do to heart." Mike looked up at Drew with a frown.

"Mike you must be taking it wrong. I love you more than anything in the world put together. I think you are the best husband anyone could ever have, I'd never purposely look like that..." Drew shook his head.

Mike gave a small smile.
"You don't realize it, that's how I know how much you hate it, me being gone. You never know when you have that look on your face but I do....because it burns a hole through my heart....your to perfect to wait home for me all damn day and then me be so tired when I come home."