Stich My Heart Up Then Rip It Again

Mike mummbled something making his throat vibrate around Alex. Mike sucked Alex hard, trying not to gag; Mie was proud, it took alot to get Alex down because Alx was fucking giant.

"Oh god." Alex tried not to scream, remembering there were people in the rooms next to them. He was trying his hardest to keep his hips still but failed miserably as he bucked into Mike's mouth.

As Alex it the back of Mike's throat he had to put his hands on Alex's hipps and pull his mouth away. Mike gaged for amoment and wiped his mouth. Mike went back to Alex and ran his tongue along a portruding vein.

"Mikey...I... I think I'm gonna come." Alex moaned in between sharp breaths.

Mike pulled away and looked up at Alex. "hmmmm wouldn't you rather going inside me, instead of just my hot mouth, hmm" Mike ran a finger along Alex's length.

Alex whimpered as Mike stopped mouthing him but nodded, he wanted to go inside of Mike and he wasn't going to have the energy to keep going if he came now.

Mike stood up, kissing Alex softly. "Well then what are you waiting for?"

Alex shivered, tasting himself on Mike's lips. How had the tables turned so quickly? Mike was the confident one now. He pulled down Mike's boxers and gently, not rough like he normally would pushed Mike backwards so he was lying on the bed.

Mike fell onto the bed and spread his legs obscenely. "Alex" Mike whined. Mike was ready.....he had been ready for this since he had met Alex, but ike was also nervous; Mike hadn't hadn't had a cock in him in over a year. Yeah, seeing at how big Alex was Mike knew there was pain to come.

Alex frowned at Mike's sudden whimper.
"I'll be gentle, i promise Mikey. I don't want to hurt you." Alex crawled on top of Mike and kissed him softly. He wanted to give Mike time to get ready so he didn't shove into him right away like he so badly wanted to.

Mike reached over into the drawer beside the bed and pulled out a small tub of Lube; handing it to Alex. "Here....." Mike was afraid but he wanted this, he wanted this so bed.

Alex grabbed the small tube, put some in the palm of his hand and lathered his manhood in the substance. He braced himself over Mike when he was finished.
"You ready?" He asked.

Mike was scared, he had never done this without prep before. Mike closed his eyes, small tears forming.

Alex frowned, stroking Mike's cheek with his thumb.
"Mikey, we don't have to do this if you don't want to. If you're not ready its ok."

"I-Its fine..." Mike swallowed."I just have never done this without prep." Mike shook his head, not wanting to upset Alex by making him stop and slow down, he wanted Alex to have pleasure. Mike whimpered; he was so afraid to do this without prep but it was for Alex he reminded himself.

Alex wanted to do it so bad. He knew the less prep the better it would feel for him but it would only hurt Mike and he couldn't do that. He gently eased a finger into Mike's hole.

Mike yelped, his eyes wide. He had not been expecting that. "Alex," Mike whimpered. "I want you to feel good.....forget about me." Mike wanted Alex to feel go and do what he wanted, if not Alex may tired of him and leave him. If Alex left now Mike would not be able to deal with it.

"No." Alex whispered. "I can't deal with hurting you. Not again. I'll do whatever you want."
Mike felt so warm, and he couldn't wait to be inside of him. He softly slid another finger in along with the first, and stretched them slightly.

Mike hissed in pain. Staring up at Alex lovingly. "But Alex, if you don't use me to make your self feel good...y-you wont want me anymore." Mike whimpered, hating that he need prep. Mike wraped his legs around Alex's waist. "Im okay, just do it." Mike hid his face in the pillioe his head was lying on.

"Mike, I'll always want you. Can't you see that? I'm not like the others. I'm not going to leave. I don't want to hurt you even if it will make me feel good." He comfortingly rubbed one of Mike's thighs with his free hand.

"I.......Alex." Mike sighed "Dont say things you dont mean." Mike swallowed thickly, waiting for Alex to do wahtever he wanted. Mike didn't know how ready he was but at this poit he was so afraid of the love he felt towards Alex he didnt care.

"Mike, look at me." Alex said, softly, he just wanted Mike to believe him.

Mike sighed and looked up at Alex, his eyes swimming. "Okay Alex...." Mike blinked. "If you go through with this im yours as long as youll allow it.

"I love you." Alex said, after he made sure Mike was looking at him. He looked directly into his eyes and pressed his lips to Mike's just for a moment.

"I-I love you to, Alex Riley, I love you." Mike whimpered, a small smile playing on his lips.