Somewhere With You

"Kid, ain't you catching on yet? Sydney hates you. Mike acts like he loves you but who knows what he's really thinking. Your own father doesn't even love you. It's only a matter of time before Rick smartens up and leaves you too. But it'll be too late to find someone new, he already killed himself for you. He'll just pretend he still loves you but we all know what he'll really feel. I really thought he was smart enough to pick someone better than a loser like you. I mean, at least Syd was good looking." Chris shook his head in disappointment.

Kevin looked as if someone had just reached into his chest, pulled his heart out, chewed it up, stomped it and then roughly shoved it down his throat.
"N-No....S-Sydney Can't hate me...im her big brother! And momma loves me, you leave my momma the hell a-alone! And d-daddy s-said he loves me...A-And Rick....R-Rick...But im....he is...our baby...and...." Kevin stuttered as hot tears rolled down his pale cheeks.

"You really think Sydney still loves you? After you took her husband?" Chris chuckled. "And did you forget what your father said? About how he's glad you were a miscarriage. You know the only reason he apologized was cause Mike made him."
"Chris SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Alex snarled.
"Kevin ignore him. Please, please ignore him. He's an ass. He knows how to get under people's skin."

"N-No! Sydney will find someone else! And Daddy loves me! He said losing me was o-one of the worst things ever! I-I have a family! A family that loves m-me!" Kevin let out a sad sob because in reality Sydney probably did hate him...Rick was just pitying him because of the baby...Alex didnt love him...."

"Keep telling yourself that kid." Chris winked.
"CHRIS! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!" Alex screamed.
"Where is Mike?!" He shouted. Why had Mike not brought back Ricks body yet?

Kevin simply fell to his knees, looking at Chris defeated. He didn't know where his mother was and apparently Rick....Didn't love him.

"Goddamnit." Alex cursed and lifted Kevin. He didn't want Kevin to see his lover's dead body but he couldn't leave him here alone and he needed to find Mike.
"Close your eyes baby." He said softly as he walked out the door to find Mike and Rick.

Kevin couldn't he was scared and he frantically looked around.
His daddy didn't love him.
His sister didn't love him.
His momma didn't love him.
His lover....His Rick didn't love him.
Kevin spotted Rick.
A blood curling scream sounded and Kevin snatched away from Alex and collapsed beside his lovers prone form.

"Kevin baby!" Alex excalimed. "I told you not to look!"
You could see the terrified, pained look in Rick's eyes, his mouth still in a perfect O, blood was still pouring out of his mouth.

Kevin squalled as he pulled Rick to his chest, Rick's blood staining his chest, his swollen belly, all over his face, everything as Kevin rocked him back and forth, his lithe form shaking with his loud pained sobs.

"Kevin, Kevin Baby! Calm down! He's fine, he's dead but you'll see him in a bit, an hour or so! Baby it's fine!"

Kevin let out a strangled scream but other than that he did not acknowledge hi in the slightest. His lover was gone, he would regret it, he would not love Kevin....

"Baby, baby, baby, calm down Kevin please!" Alex cried. He finally noticed Mike crumpled up on the ground.
"Fuck, Mikey baby! Mikey are you in there!"

Mike was not waking up, his mind had just shut down to block it all out. He was traumatized, he was fucked up...

"Fuck fuck fuck!" Alex groaned, dragging a hand across his face.
"Mikey please! GOd please be alright!"

Mike was still unresponsive, his hand still clutching tightly to Rick's, his arm moving as Kevin rocked with his lover.

And suddenly Rick was there. Rick was standing beside his lover. He knelt down.
"Kevin baby. Kevin don't cry." He cooed.

Kevin just sobbed harder, his body shaking.
"WHY! Y-YOU DONT EVEN LOVE ME!"

"WHAT?! Kevin what in the world are you talking about!?I just SHOT MYSELF for YOU!"

Kevin hiccuped and hugged the limp form tightly.
"C-CHRIS SAID! YOU WILL REGRET IT! YOU WILL REGRET ME!" Kevin sobbed his heart out.

"Wait. Chris is here!? Oh fuck. Don't you listen to him baby. I will always love you."

"N-No! You and Momma and Daddy and Sydney! You all hate m-me!"
It was amazing what one man could do in a matter of minutes.

"Kevin NO! We all love you more than anything! I love you more than anything in the world! And to mom and dad you only come second after each other!"

"Daddy is glad I was never born and m-momma has to much to worry about with Daddy and you will regret it! You will miss Sydney but th-then you'll be dead and st-stuck and you'll pretend to love me but you really w-wont!" Kevin sobbed brokenly.

"Goddamnit. Baby come with me." Rick lifted Kevin and stormed back to the house. He set Kevin down inside the doorway and lunged at Chris.
"Hey lil bro, long time no s-" Chris was cut off with a punch to the face as Rick tackled him. He stradled his waist and began throwing punches.