Somewhere With You

"Momma, I know your in there, I know you love daddy more than anybody loves anything, wake up and show him you love him, wake up and tell him. Momma..."
Mike didn't move.

ALex simply continued crying, harder and harder.

Kevin felt tears fall from his eyes.
"M-Momma....we need you....D-Daddy...If you dont wake up he can leave and be with Chris and L-Lane.....Momma please." Kevin sobbed.

Alex buried his face in the pillow, clutching fistfuls of sheet as he continued to let out heartbraking sobs.

Kevin choked on a sob.
"It's t-two A.M and I come to say..."
He didn't know the words.......

Alex shook his head.
"N-no..." He took a deep breath. "It's 3 AM, a-and I f-finally say, I'm s-sorry, for actin that w-way..."

Mike whimpered, Kevin clutched his hand.
"Go on daddy, he hears you..."

Alex sighed and continued to sing shakily.
"I didn't really mean to make you cry
Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why

Why does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say 'I love you'
Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you

I know I'd never let you walk away
So why do I push you 'til you break
And why are you always on the verge of good-bye
Before I'll show you how I really feel inside


Why does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say 'I love you'
Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you

Why do I always use the words that cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you
Why do I do that to you."

Mike was still before his arm very slowly and unsure reached out.
"A-Alex?....'

"MIKE!" Alex sobbed as he pulled Mike to his chest.

Mike's eyes were closed, unseeing and he let Alex cradle him to his chest."A-Alex baby....whats wrong?"

ALex was unable to speak. He simply cried as he heldMike tightly to himself.

Mike moved so he could clutch Alex to his chest.
"Alex Riley, what is wring with you? Are you okay? Are you hurt?"

"Y-you...." Alex cried, clutching Mike's shirt as he showered Mike's face in kisses.

"I-I hurt you? Alec by wh-what did I do? I didn't mean to make you cry..."
His eyes remained closed.

"Wouldn't wake u-up..." Alex hiccupped.

"Shhhhh, im okay Alex, im here baby." Mike pressed him to his chest and carded his hands through Alex's hair.

Alex stayed silll, trembling as Mike held him. The tables were turned this time.

Mike didn't mind as long as Alex would stop crying. He hated hearing his lover cry. "Shhh, im awake, im talking, im moving....im here sweetness." Mike cooed softly.

"I'm s-sorry. N-need to stop..." He hicupped, wiping his eyes.

"Shhh Alex baby its okay, you can cry. Im here baby and Im not going anywhere." Mike cooed softly, sweetly.

"I-I'm a f-fucking baby." He cried, digging the palms of his hands into his eyse.

"Alex, you are my baby, I guess I scared you..im sorry sweetness." Mike pressed a kiss to the top of his lover's head.

"D-didn't know what was w-wrong with you..." Alex sniffled.

"Im okay now, I heard you crying for me....You woke me up and saved me. Thank you Alex." Mike was strangely calm....