Somewhere With You

"Cause I feel bad for your momma and daddy." Rick smiled softly. "I think it's sweet how you help your momma."

"Baby I won't leave you again. No matter what. I won't. I love you too much to leave you again. If I didn't I could be gone right now." Alex kissed Mike's forehead.

"You should be happy for them, they are finally getting rid of me..." Kevin sighed and kissed Rick's forehead. "And...Since he died I have been all momma had."

"I...I want you here because you wanna be here. I worry you stay with me because you feel bad and your sorry for me. I dont want that." Mike sighed and rubbed his lovers cheek.

"Well I want us to stay here with them then. I want you to be here in case your daddy leaves again..."

"I am here cause I want to be baby. I need you mroe than I need Lane."

Kevin's head lowered.
"I don't know what I'd do with momma if he left again. He can't do that to him again.....Do you think he will?"

Mike pressed Alex close to him.
"I love you baby, so much..."
he hoped Alex would stay.

"I don't know baby I realy don't. I don't think so..." Rick sighed as he rubbed his lover's stomach.

"I love you too baby." Alex smiled softly. He didn't want to leave.

'Well if he does he will be back down to three kids, I wont have nothing to do with him." Kevin growled.

Mike picked his lover up and put him back to bed before going to look for another shirt.

"Kev baby don't be like that..." Rick frowned. "I understand how you're daddy feels. It's hard for him too."

"I love you..." Alex murmured as he buried his face in the pillow.

Kevin's eyes narrowed.
"Are you thinking of leave me and going back to Sydney..."
He visibly tensed up.

Mike smiled softly as he slipped on another shirt, this time it was one of Alex's.

Rick's eyes widened.
"NO! No baby no. I'm just saying I understand that it can be hard to love two people." He kissed Kevin's forehead.

Alex was out almost as soon as his head hit the pillow.

"Rick baby, you can't do that to me. I am not my momma, I cannot take that shit. I dont see how momma can, I dont see hoe daddy would let him. You cant be with me and then up and leave for Sydney....You can't." Kevin pressed a hand to his belly.

Mike laid beside him but did not sleep, he couldn't close his eyes, when he tried he saw Rick...saw blood, heard the bang...he couldnt.

"Kevin baby I will never do that to you. I meant when I was with Sydney all I wanted was you. But I couldn't leave her. I know how it feels." Rick kissed Kevin sweetly.

Alex was sleeping soundly, completely unaware that Mike wasn't.

"So all daddy wants is Critter but he feels obligated to be with momma?........"
That was heart breaking.

Mike didn't sleep any at all, he simply couldn't.

"No baby, fuck, I'm saying this all wrong." Rick drug a hand across his face. "Me and your daddy's situations were similar but different. I knew exactly what I wanted. You. Once I realized that, it was easy for me to leave Syd and be with you. But your daddy... he wants Mike. More than Lane. But he loved Lane more than I loved Sydney so its harder for him to let go. That make sense?" Rick sighed.

Kevin raised a delicate eye brow at his fiance.
"So.....He loves Lane....But he said he loved him more than momma....You love me more than Sydney." Kevin frowned and ran his fingers through Rick's brown hair.

"Alex just thought he loved Lane more than momma. Momma was dead so he wasn't there to remind Alex how much he meant to him. ALex always loved your momma more. Now that he's dead he knows that."

"Okay...." Kevin sighed as he leaned back against Rick.
"Do you have a middle name?"
Momma never did tell him if he did.

"Yes, yes I do." Rick said, still rubbing Kevin's stomach. He hated his middle name.

"What's your middle name?" Kevin purred, enjoying his lovers touch more than anything.

"Do I gotta tell you?" RIck whined softly.

"Well, im about to be your husband and have baby, we will be a family and I wanna know so yes." Kevin smiled.

Rick sighed but smiled.
"Fine, it's Cameron." He pouted. "Rick Cameron McGuire."

Kevin grinned brightly.
"I love it."
He really did, he hated the on Daffy said was his but he didnt know if that was true or not.

Rick pouted.
"I hate it... what's yours?"

"I don't know if Daffy was serious when he told me this and I never asked momma but Daffy says my middle name is Noah, Kevin Noah Riley."

"I like that." Rick smiled. "You should ask your momma though sometime..." Rick didn't have the best impression of Daffy. He'd never met him but from what he'd heard from Alex, he'd learned to not trust him.