Somewhere With You

"Well, I guess Im just more open minded, I want to understand you and be close with you like Kevin and Sydney. But im not going to be jealous if I can help it, I mean I'd like to have that connection but if I don't I wont whine about it or be mad, I'm not yours really and last I heard you did NOT like the other two that weren't yours."
Biddy chuckled as he continued to bound on his fathers lap happily.

"For some reason it's different with you. Mike didn't really know your biological father. I know it's worse that way but it makes me feel better. I was supposed to be your daddy. The worst is Dewayne but Aaron was awful for me too. No one really gets that feeling but me..."

"What? Why you don't like them? Hell daddy I wouldn't either, If Higgy had two kids, by two different people, one he loved and the other one by rape. He could kiss their asses goodbye because I would not stand for that. I mean I love Dewayne but he is my brother, I have to love him he is family and Aaron too but I dont know him, I can see it pissing you off."

"My gosh I love you." He kissed Biddy's cheek, hugging him tight.

Biddy giggled and kissed his father's neck.
"Daddy, I think your just glad someone finally understands you."

"Exactly! GAH! You're amazing! Are you like a therapist?" He laughed.

"Yes."
He paused.
"And how does that make you feel Mr. Riley?"
He tried to stop the giggles.

Alex laughed with him.
"It makes me feel, as your mother would say, AWESOME." He grinned.

"He over uses that word. You need therapy, and I do it for freeee." Biddy grinned at him happily, glad his father wanted to spend time with him if only because he was understanding.

"Yes I need lotsssssss of therapy." Alex laughed, kissing his son's forehead.

"Well doctor Biddy is here to help Mr. Riley." Biddy nodded to himself.
"Oh and Fuck you and momma, I forgot to tell yall that. When one wanted me the other didnt. Great." He laughed lightly even though it wasn't funny.

"HEyyy I always wanted youuu." Alex whined. "Your momma just didn't tell me about you until a little while agooo."

"No, when momma was pregnant with me remember? First you wanted me and momma didnt . Then he wanted me and you didn't and tried to get momma an abortion but got in a wreck and I died anyways." He nodded his head. "Life sucks."
He should be bitter, pissed off that neither of them wanted him but that was not like Biddy. He sucked it up and grinned.

"Baby, only reason I tried to get him to do that was cause I heard him crying bout it. He wanted to have you for me. I could tell he didn't want to..." Alex sighed, kissing Biddy's forehead.

Biddy shrugged.
"Oh well, world was probably better without me in it anyways, the mental institutions are less crowded." He winked, trying to erase the hurt, he was good at it.

"Aw Biddy bird..." Alex sighed with a small frown.

Biddy pouted.
"Whatcha frowning for? Turn that frown upside down!" He smiled and he pushed the corners of Alex's mouth up.

Alex couldn't help but chuckle.
"Baby the world would've been a much better place with you in it."

"Nah, id be on ADD medication and id be in a circus or something before they put me in a straight jacket, what would that have done to you and momma? You would have pretended you didn't know the crazy kid in the white soft room."

"Naw I would've been with ya, I know momma would be to." He grinned.

"Thank you daddy, your not considering checking me into one? Are you???" Biddy gasped his then shrugged.
"Eh I dont blame ya, I wouldnt want me either."

"Nooooooo of course not. I love ya too much." He grinned.

Biddy grinned, hugging his father tightly, his face pressed to Alex's chest.
"Thank you daddy......"
For letting him be a son even though he wasn't really...

"I'm not suer what you're thanking me for but you're very welcome." He smiled, hugging him tightyl.

Biddy hummed.
"Thank you for letting me be your son."
Mike stood in the door way, watching with a grin.