Undesired

"Aww damn. Kev's mad at me, not you too." Rick groaned, bashing his head off the door. "I love you two the most out of anyone and now you're both pissed. Over the same damn thing." He pouted.

"I won't baby. Just knowing it makes me feel good." Chris hugged his son tightly.

"Well......First off I thought you loved momma alot and secondly I like you too much to be around you right now."

"Okay mom. I love you and....I think ill stay but im not sure yet...We will see."

"I love momma too but you and Kev are just about my two favorite people." He grinned. "Aw I'm nothin' special. Don't get upset over me."

"Alright baby... I really wish you would. I love you." He smiled softly.

"Rick. I like you and I dont wanna mess up and kiss you again so back off." Biddy sighed.

Dewayne nodded.
"I love you too....Im tired..."

Rick nodded and frowned. He sighed.
"Okay." He sulked off alone.

"Okay baby, lay down with me and your daddy." Chris grinned.

Biddy sighed and shook his head.
"Rick...."

Dewayne nodded. He laid on the bed and waited to be snuggled but his mother.

"No Biddy I'm sorry. I must've been leading you on... it's my fault." Rick sighed as he plopped on the couch frowning.

Chris wrapped an arm around Dewayne and leaned over to kiss Dustin softly as he laid down.

"Well....."
He was, he had given him faulse hope just for Biddy to have it torn away.

Dewayne snuggled into his mothers chest. Dustin spooned his lover from behind.

"Biddy bird, I'm sorry. Just.. tell Kev I'll be back please. I feel awful I need some alone time." Everyone was upset with him....

Chris grinned. He loved this. He had the most important things in his life on either side of him.

"Rick, dont leave. Im sorry, ill go to my room, dont worry about it..." He blocked the door.

Dustin grinned, kissed the back of Chris's neck.

"Biddy, I can't take everyone being upset with me. I need to go and think somewhere." He sighed.

Chris gave a small giggle as he took Dustin's hand, taking Dewayne's in the other.

"Im not upset with you Rick....Im just tired of being alone and getting the fuck beat outta me. It gets old but ill be fine." He grinned softly and winked.

Dustin grinned as Dewayne squealed his hand.
"Love you mom...."

Rick isghed, hugging Biddy.
"Aw Biddy Bird you deserve someone who can give you all of his heart. You deserve someone as wonderful as you hun."

"Love you too baby...." MY baby....

"Rick.....Your perfect. But I cannot have you. You and Kevin...what you guys have is precious. I dotn wanna come between that..."

But was Dweayne really his? That depended on Chris and Mike.

"I'm far from perfect Biddy. And yes, I'm in love with your brother. I love your brother SO MUCH... or else, I would already have you." Rick smiled softly.

Chris didn't care anymore. In his eyes Dewayne was his and that was all that mattered.

Biddy shook his head.
"Don't.......You dont see it but yout hurting me. You make me wanna try and I can't, I want you and your with my brother..."

Dewayne sighed and shook his head.
"Im so compicated."

"biddy I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you... I'm not trying to hurt you." Rick frowned.

"Yes you are. But I love you anyway." Chris smiled soflty.

"Then,,.....Maybe we shouldnt talk anymore." Biddy stepped back. "Ill move out."

Dustin nuzzled his mothers chest.
"Love you more mom."

"Biddy no... Please. I love you as a brother, or a friend. I can't have you as more but I definitely want you in my life."

"Highly doubt that baby but whatever you say." Chris grinned.

"Rick, im going to mess up and kiss you or something like that and it would hurt Kevin and fuck up our relationship. Maybe I will come back later..."

"I don't I know how it is mom."
Dewayne was not used to cuddling...

"Biddy please. I'll miss ya too much and Mike will hate me even more if I make you leave." Rick frowned.

Chris had never really cuddled either. But he had started to now that he had Dustin.And he enjoyed it.

Biddy sighed but nodded. Fine, but im going for a walk..." He trailed off as he walked out the door.

Dustin was ALWAYS one to enjoy the cuddling. He was with Mike for christ sakes.

Rick sighed as he watched him go. It really was a shame someone as amazing as Biddy had gone to waste... he walked back upstairs to Kevin.

Chris grinned at both of his babies.
"I love you two way too much..." He trailed off

Kevin was curled up and facing the wall, his face void as he stared, trying to turn the hurt into anger but failing miserably.

Dustin patter his stomach.
"Im excited." He wore that goofy grin again.

"Kev baby... please don't be upset with me... I'm sorry..." Rick frowned.

Chris chuckled.
"I can tell. You're smiling way more than usual." He grinned.