Undesired

"I know you are I just hate how much you seemed.... you BOTH seemed to enjoy it." Kevin's bottom lip quivered.

Dustin hummed.
"Am I really?"
Dewayne smiled into his mom's chest.

"Baby, he's my brother now. I love him. But as a family member. Sure, I didn't mind kissing him. But it wasn't as amazing as when I kiss you."

Chris grinned at his son and stroked his hair.
"Yes, yes you are."

Kevin pulled himself up and looked at Rick....
"Show me you love me and only want me."

Dewayne looked at his father.
"You really are grinning alot.."

"You yelled at me for kissing you." Rick pouted. "But I'll do anything to prove that to you."

"Ain't he?" Chris grinned. "I'm glad I made you happy baby."

"No kissing.....I can't take that Rick. Just...."
What could he do. He probably didnt really wanna make love to a cripple but he didnt wanna tase Biddy....

"Yeah but are you happy with it? You didnt seem so happy earlier...." Dustin frowned at him.

"Baby I'll make love to you... but I like kissing you whenI do that." Rick frowned

Chris sighed.
"It's just gonna take some getting used to. I never saw myself as getting pregnant. But if you're happy, hel that's all I want." He grinned softly, pecking Dustin's cheek.
To be honest, he was scared as hell...

"Please don't Rick....I cannot take it. You......He.....it hurts me." He looked visably ill at the thought of them together.

"Baby, you know you'll be okay. Me and Dewayne will take good care of you. You shouldnt have the complications Kevin had or anything. We will get you taken care of and im sure Mike will help...."

"Baby, I know... I just, lemme go see if I can get myself to not taste like him." Rikc sighed.

"Alright baby, I know that. I just... saw what it did to Kevin.. he's in a wheelchair... he, he was out for three months. I just... am nervous." Chris frowned.

Kevin nodded, staring at his wall that he had been looking at for hours already.

"Chris....Kevin is not healthy like you are baby. Your more healthy than Mike and he has had kids fine. Kevin is special, you are too but not like that." Dustin cooed softly.

Rick kissed his forehead and walked off to the bathroom, doing everything he could think of to get the taste off.

Chris smiled softly.
"I know, just being paranoid again. Don't worry bout me." He grinned.

Kevin sighed, he went ahead and struggled with his was wearing. He hated being cripple...

"Hey Dad, what was momma like when he was Pregnant with me?"
Dustin grinned fondly. "Mike was something else when preganat with you."

Once Rick had done anything he walked out and pecked Kevin's lips.
"Better?"

Chris had a feeling he wouldn't like this conversation. He simply put on a smile and tried to falla sleep.

Kevin pulled away and looked down.
"Not really...."
Its like the taste of HIS lover was just gone....

"What do you mean?"
"Mike was fucking adorable when he was pregnant, when he gained the weight it wasn't that he looked FAT he was just round and I adored it. Everyone loved his baby bumps, but then again Mike is something special."
Dewayne listened intently, his hand holding his mom's.

Rick sighed with a frown.
"Baby, how, how can I make it better?"

Chris frowned to himself but made his face go blank, body going limp as if he was asleep. But he wasn't. He was listening.

"I-I dont know....Maybe it will just go away with time but....you cant kiss me right now." Kevin shook his head sadly.

"So....Daddy.....Did you love momma alot?"
Dustin chuckled. "Your momma, was the absolute, love of my life. Mike was my everything and I loved him untilt he day I died. He was my first kiss, my firs time. my first boyfriend....He was MY Mikey. And I got him pregnant very young and I remember,...He was scared a fuck but when he found out and I smiled at him he was fucking nothing but grins and giggles."

"B-baby how am I supposed to not kiss you... I love you." Rick frowned.

This made Chris's heart ache like it never had... like he thought it never would. He was just as jealous with Dustin as Alex was with Mike. Plus he was sensitive because of being pregnant. It took all he had to not start crying and keep up the fake sleeping act. He couldn't even make a face.He just laid there trying to forget that...

"I love you too Rick...Just....You can't right now. You taste like Biddy. I-Ill check you to see when you good but right now you can't...."

Dewayne sighed.
"So....You still love momma?" He looked at him mom who he believed was asleep.
Dustin sighed. "I will ALWAYS love your momma. Mike Mizanin will always be in my heart somewhere...."
A long pause.
"But?" Dewayne knew that was not all.
"But, Im IN love with Chris. He is my everything now, he is so precious to me. I will always love Mike but now, I have Chris and its fucking amazing. Me and Mike weren't meant to be, he and Alex, were made for eachother but Chris, he is.....I wouldnt give him up for the world. Im so fucking happy to be having this baby. Dewayne I love you, I will always love you with ALL my heart but this baby, Ill love it too. I dont like him being scared, if he could be hurt I would NOT allow him to have this baby. I cannot be without him for three months, I just....I couldnt. I need to see his face every day. I need to be able to kiss him and love him and cuddle him, even when he hates it....He is my Chrissy..."

"O-okay baby..." Rick felt as if he would cry. He was shocked though when something wet slid down his cheek. But yes, he was crying...

Chris's eyes immediately shot open and his arms were around Dustin's neck as he buried hs head in his lover's neck.

Kevin's eyes widened.
"R-Rick, why are you crying?" He asked shocked, worried.....His lover was crying....

Dustin's eyes widened and Dewayne jumped.
"Chris, how long how you been awake?"

"You're upset with me... mike's upset with me... I made Biddy leave... and I can't even kiss you now..." Rick looked down.

"Never went to sleep." He said softly, beaming as he held Dustin tightly.

Kevin shook his head, reaching out for Rick to hug him.
"Baby, I love you, I love you more than anything ever and its scary. Biddy..I dont know a bout Biddy or momma but you got me. I might be upset but im not mad. At you or At Bid-....Okay im kinda pissed with him."

Dustin cursed as he hugged Chris tightly.
"Not nice to eavesdrop baby."

"Baby I love you too. Just don't be mad at Biddy. He's your brother. It ain't his fault he had a crush on me." He went to kiss Kevin but stopped, frowning.

"I'm parnoid remember? I'm also a bit jealous at times." He winked with teary eyes. But the tears were of joy. "I wanted the truth. I just wanted to know if you still had feelings for Mike like that and if you loved me more."

Kevin frowned.
Oh hell no, he and Biddy would have problems.

Dustin gave a soft smile.
"I can gave you the truth, its not like me to tell lies baby. I love Mike but im not in love with him any more. Im in love with you."

"Aw baby. I don't wanna come between you guys..." Rick frowned.

"And that is all I wanted to hear." Chris grinned widely. He hated feeling like such a girl but he loved knowing that Dustin was in love with him.

"Just....Are you going to make love to me or not?" Kevin was not a happy person at all.

Dustin grinned and kissed Chris softly.
Dewayne snored softly, having fallen asleep.