Just A Number..

"You do know...If I wake up at catch you gone....I wont ever forgive you for it, I wont be able to trust you anymore."

"Okay momma. You won't." He kissed his mother's forehead softly.

Kevin sighed.
He was done trying.
He just hoped he didnt catch him.

"I love you momma. I'm sorry." He sighed softly and hugged his mother even tighter, hurting his back a bit.

"I know Zac, me to...."
He was sorry Zac couldn't talk to him.

"What are you sorry for momma? You didn't do anything..." He sighed softly.

"No but you can't talk to me honestly and I guess it my fault...."
Maybe he was a bad momma?

"No momma... if we were talking about someone else it'd be easier... but I'm really not leaving much out... I don't think you want those little childish details that make me sound like a girl so.." He shrugged.

"Zac baby, im not stupid.....I was your age not long ago, im only what eighteen? I have been here, done that. I have told Memaw one thing and the snuck out. I know you will and I know your lying to me."

"But the guy you liked was not hated by your entire family..." Zac sighed softly. "Momma I just don't want to worry you."

"Hate is a strong word. Your papa and Daddy Hate him. I just disliked him and felt sorry that he was that way and the your mewmaw ....we dont know about youyr memaw."

Zac nodded slowly.
"Last night he sort of guessed I had a crush on him. HE started flipping.."

"Well, he was forced to have his kid so I can see that, plus he is just memaw like that."

Zac nodded.
"I'm sorry momma. Not like I chose to like him... just please, do NOT say anything to daddy. He'll fucking have a heart attack."

Kevin sighed but nodded.
"Okay but when he is pissed off a me, im going to hide and in my mind imma blame you." He stuck his tongue out.

Zac smiled softly.
"Hey ya said you wanted me to talk to you."

"Yes and im proud you have. I guess imma just have to be carfully with your dad and papa." Kevin shivered.

"Mhm, please." He smiled. "And I would keep talking but then I get girly and I refuse to." He winked.

"Come on, I promise I will be the bigger girl, Your dad cut my balls off." He laughed.

Zac laughed.
"Yeah, doubt that. You are pretty girly but I'm close to beating ya." He grinned.

"Oh well then, lets see her." Kevin grinned and batted his eyes lashed.
"I adore your fathers smile, no matter what it makes my heart skip a beat."

Zac grinned, blushing as he softly spoke the next words.
"Well when Quincy smiled at me like he did I got butterflies in my stomach for the first time ever..."

Kevin gave a small squeal.
"Awwwwww!"
He giggled.
"When your daddy's looks at me with those gorgeous blue eyes I melt...."

Zac chuckled, enjoying being able to talk to his mother.
"Alright, before I go on. Nothing I say gets told to anyone." He smiled before speaking again. "He cupped my face in his hands and I couldn't breath when I was forced to look into his big brown eyes..."

Kevin was giddy, he claped lightly.
"Okay, Your father has me so wrapped around his finger, he could make me or break me with one simple word or action, I trust him not to break me."
Kevbin gave a dreamy sigh.