Just A Number..

"But I'm going to. Either that or we can't make love anymore until I want him to have another kid..."

"Your going to wide up hurting him Rick. He wants a baby, he wants you to make love to him. He....Oh Rick."

"I can't let him get pregnant..." Rick shook his head. "No."

"Rick baby you want live with him like this. He will turn back to cutting because you wont get him pregnant...Because your so set on not doing it like it would break your heart if you had to father another one of his kids."

"Biddy you know that isn't why... it will hurt him and that WILL break my heart."

"I know that but he is.....He is Kevin. He wants a baby so bad and now he has one but now you act like any kind of possiblity is the worst ever."

"It is! I can't take him being hurt like that again Biddy. You didn't know me then, you weren't here. You didn't see how I was...."

"Where is he even at?"
Biddy took his hand.
"C'mon."
He yanked him into their room.
"Kevin?"

"Kevin baby where are you?" Rick sighed as he looked around the room.

Biddy looked at him.
"God knows where he is at. He and momma run off."

Rick sighed.
"He was in the tub... he can't get out by himself..."

"Lets go get him. You know he will be bitching because he is all pruny and stuff." Biddy laughed.

Rick smiled.
"Lead the way." He kicked Biddy lightly in the butt as they walked to the bathoroom.

Biddy opened the door, his eyes wide as he stared.
Kevin, face down on the cold tiles with a puddle of blood oozing frim his head. Biddy was checked to look and see but....
"Rick...He just died again, he neck is brokwn."

Rick fell to his knees beside Kevin's lifeless body.
"N-no... Kevin.."

Biddy wrapped a hand around his neck, feeling it.
It was a scary sight....His head in a puddle of blood, pale, and the veins in his face were visable, purple and blue. Like a spider web on the side of his face that smacked against the stone tiles.

Rick laid his head on Kevin's chest as a few tears fell from his eyes.
"Alll my fault..."

Biddy rubbed his back.
"He will be okay Rick. He is going to wake up and as soon as I get his neck fixed he will be fine."

Rick sighed looking away.
"It's still my fault...."

"You were upset Rick, I would be too."
He gently lifted up his brothers lithe body, sitting him up against his chest.

Rick gently pulled Kevin to his own chest, crying silently as he kissed his fiance's head.

Kevin's blood was left on his lips, still flowing out onto his chest.
Biddy sighed, wiping away his tears. "Its okay Rick."

"N-no it isn't..." Rick said softly. It really wasn't to him...

"Why not Rick? He is going to be okay. I dont wanna move him so imma get Zac to go get momma. He is taking a nap, he wont hear if I yell for him...."
But could Zac see his momma like this?

"Okay go head. Zac's a tough kid. He can take it." Rick nodded.