Somewhere With You

"Baby I can't say I do know that..." ALex sighed softly.

"I can daddy. You just take care of him and he and the baby will be fine." Biddy nodded. "He will one day."

"Whatever you say Biddy bird. Whatever yous ay." Alex sighed, kissing Biddy's cheek.

"Try it daddy. You wont be forcing him if he just starts to love it himself and he will. You have him wrapped around your finger, he sees you love it and he wont be able to help but love it."

"I'm definitely gonna try honey." Alex nodded, hugging his son.

"You want a boy or a girl?" Biddy pressed a kiss to his mothers blackening stomach.

"Etiher.... I don't particularly want another but I can't give it away. I love it already."

"So you don't want it but you don't wanna let it go?" Biddy tilted his head to the side.

"No, I want it now. But I mean, I wasn't going to purposely get him pregnant." Alex said

"But you weren't trying not too. He was though, but even he forgot a condom....Oh God what if he is like Kevin?"

Alex frowned, looking down at his husband.
He didn't know what he'd do...

Biddy tried to smile.
"You would get a three month break."

"Baby I don't wanna break from your momma. I love him..."

"Hmmm You two have been fighting alot less lately." He nodded happily.

"Yupp.." Alex grinned proudly. "I'm glad. Your mommas a bitch to fight with." He winked.

"Momma is as bitch anyways." Biddy smiled at him happily.

"Naw, your momma is the sweetest person I've ever met...." Alex smiled softly.

"What was Lane like compared to momma? Im sure he was a good man and everything if he got you to love him so much. But whats he like?"

"Lane... he's an amazing man. He really is. He's so different from your mother though. He's a bit reserved. He doesn't let himself get close to people. But if you get through his barriers, he's just... amazing. He'll do anything for you. He literally took a bullet for me." Alex smiled fondly at the old memory.... then frowned. That had been the same night he told Lane he loved him more. "He's so strong, tough. I've seen him cry... twice, I think maybe three times. But... it's just, I can't explain him too well..." Alex shook his head. Words couldn't do Lane justice.

"What about momma? Tell me about momma from your point of view. You make Lane sound sweet....Like a really good man. I havent met him but I bet he is."

"He is. I wish you could get to know him but he and Mike don't really get along anymore..." Alex sighed. "Well your momma... I can't even begin to explain how wonderful he is. He's so sweet and loving, willing to do just about anything for anyone. Especially me." He smiled softly

"No, Thats what he did to Higgy for accidentally kissing you. You and Lane apparently wanted to kiss....Momma can't stand it."

Alex sighed.
"Yes, I know...." He frowned.

"I want him to be close with you......As a friend. I want you and momma together but if your happier apart thats okay too. If....If your happier with Lane you should be with him. Momma will have to deal...."

"Baby no, I'm not happier with Lane. I was for a time but I love your momma far too much to do that to him again..."