Misery Buisness

"It bothered me a first...It was weird to be kissing my father but...I got used to it...I enjoyed it." He sighed, but Biddy was not one to blush.

"Well it sounds like we had.... fun..." Alex nodded slowly, smirking slightly. "I'm still sorry and I won't make you do it again but thank you.."

Biddy gave a sigh, shrugging it off.
"Yeah....welcome."
He drug a hand across his face...

"Biddy bird, what's wrong? Fuck I creeped you out didn't I?" Alex drug a hand across his face.

"No daddy I enjoyed it...."
He really had and he didnt want his father going out to bars when he had Biddy here to help him....

"Well I think I did too... so what's the matter?" He asked softly.

"I just....Why don't we do it again? I don't mean be lovers because you are with momma but...Momma aint here right now and your all alone and your not used to that. I am and im fine but your not....If you have me here you might not go out and drink or whatever. Im here for you daddy..."

"Okay baby... I wouldn't mind that... I just didn't want you to be uncomfortable with it..."

Biddy sighed.
'Im not the one who woke up feeling nasty daddy." Biddy hummed to himself.
He had yet to smile today.

"well cause you're my baby, it's just a weird thought, but thinking back it was..... amazing."

Biddy smiled.
"I am your baby, but I can be your fuck toy until momma wakes up. No one else has to know as long as its me and not some random guy at a bar or Lane."

"I think that'll work if you're up for it..." Alex gave a soft smile.

"And I am."
He was used to being nothing but someone's little fuck toy. He never really got made love to because none of his lovers really loved him EXCEPT Higgy and Higgy beat the fuck out of him daily. But no, it seemed he was unlovable and so why not simply be a fuck toy? He was cute, small and extremely fuckable....

"But I don't wanna fuck you honey... you're too good to be a fuck toy." Alex said, frowning slightly.

Biddy couldn't help but give one of his bitter sweet smiles.
"No im not. And that's all you can do. I just can't see you making love to anyone but momma and you don't love me like that so we best leave it as be being nothing more than your little fuck toy."

"Honey, than we won't fuck again. I don't want you to be my fuck toy." He walked over and hugged his son lightly. "You really are too good." He nodded.

"Daddy, is im too good, then why is that all I ever get? I get used as a quick fuck for the night and then tossed aside until whoever is horny again."

"Oh honey, you're amazing baby. You don't deserve to be treated like that..."

"Maybe I do, Maybe I don't. Maybe I come off as a two buck fuck or something. I have no idea but that's all I ever get. And im now used to it s it no longer bothers me..."
But it did, when he was alone and it was dark, it bothered him.

"Baby... do you want to be made love to? I've always loved you honey, just not that way. But I can. You deserve it..."

"Daddy, you have love. You have a man who you have loved for maybe a hundred years now. Im not going to fuck that up by having you make love to me. Maybe sometime about me just makes me look like im not worthy of being made love to, maybe im unloveable. I have no idea but im not doing that to you. "

Alex sighed but kissed Biddy's temple.
"Baby you are definitely not unloveable."

"I dunno. Out of all the guys I can't find one that really wants me. Higgy has kinda made love to me I guess but it was more like fucking. But thats just how Higgy is..."

"I still don't like how he hurts you..." Alex sighed.

"Well me either but beggars can't be choosers daddy." Biddy grinned.