Misery Buisness

"Honey, we can't do this again okay? I don't want to fuck you and you dont want to make love." He pecked Biddy's cheek.

He had no Idea why that stung so much?
Because his father used him once, fucked him and then just let him go like everyone else.
"Yeah fine..." He quickly left the room, going out side and just running, he ran, and he ran and he ran. He needed something to make the pain in his chest stop and the burning in his eyes go away so he simply ran. He ran everywhere. He went from Dustins to Quincys to Quintons and back again. To the park and through the woods and back three times until he finally climbed into a tree in the wood and screamed.

His son WANTED to fuck him? He was so confused....
But he nonetheless ran after him. He couldn't catch up but he heard the scream. He ran to where he thought it had come from.
"BIDDY?! BIDDY BIRD COME HERE!"

Biddy simply ignored him. He didn't want to fucking hear it. He was trying not to cry, he had not cried....he never cried not even as a child. No one had ever saw him cry and he was not about to let that change. He refused to cry.
So he hid in his tree, clutching his chest and trying to breath.

"Biddy honey please! I won't bother you... just let me know you're safe!"

Biddy shook his head and climbed higher, making sure he was out of site.
He wondered what was wrong with him and why no one wanted him.
Why all he was good for was a fuck and a nice punching bag.
Why even his father only wanted a fuck.
Why he that bad?
Why had he ever been made...

"Biddy bird... please come here...." Alex put his head in his hands. "BAby I can't take losing another person I love..."

Biddy watched him silently, he didn't wanna come down yet. He was hurting, he wished it would all just go the fuck away. He frowned at his father....
He wouldn't lose Biddy, but right Now Biddy was hurting.
He was always hurting but he hid it well.
Today he didnt have the strength.

"Baby it's not that I don't wanna have sex with you... I would love to. But you deserve to be so much more than a fuck toy... and you said you didn't want to make love..."

His father was supposed to only make love to his mother.
And if he really wanted to he would but no, it was another one night deal where he got the short end of the stick.

"Fine... I guess I'll sit here til you come around." He sat down and leaned against a tree. The same tree Biddy was in.

Biddy looked down at him, shaking his head as he turned over, resting his head on his arms.
Dark clouds rolling overhead.

Alex refused to let himself cry...
But great, this was just fucking great...
He'd fucked things up with his favorite child...

Thunder rolled as lightening clashed, giving warning that there was about to some a storm...A bad one.
Biddy sighed, already shaking as the wind tried to knock him out of the tree.
He preyed his father would go home.

Alex looked up at the sky but he didn't care. HE was going to sit out here until Biddy came down...

Rain began to poor, winds threatened to cut Biddy in half as the thunder boomed and the lightening struck ever so close to the tree he was in.
He whimpered, even if he did say anything you couldnt hear it over the violent storm.

Alex curled up under the tree, praying that his son was safe...

Biddy whimpered as thunder roared by his head and lightening struck his tree, setting it on fire.
It struck right on his arm.
He simply screamed.

Alex heard the scream from directly above him. He immediately jumped up as he realized the tree was on fire... and his son must be in it. Without thinking, he climbed up the tree, directly into the burning leaves and branches until he glimpsed Biddy.

Biddy was hanging on with one arm, the other limp handing beside his dangling body. The wind had shoved him out of his tree and he was about to fall.
He closed his eyes as his hand slipped.

Alex's arm shot out and he caught his son's hand. He refused to let him fall.

Biddy's eyes snapped open,
"D-Daddy! Its on fire! Let go and get d-down!"
He squeaked as the wind whipped past him.

"It's too high to let you fall!" Alex hooked his feet onto a branch and let himself hang down, lowering Biddy so he was only a few feet off the ground before dropping him. He could barely breath. He had no time to climb down himself.

Biddy cursed.
"Daddy ill catch you! Let go!"
He was small but he would not let his father be hurt, he would catch him.

"No way in hell you can catch me!" Alex coughed as he sat back on a branch.
"Go home! I'll probably die again but I'll be home in a few hours!" He couldn barely breath. His voice was weezy and interrupted by coughs.