Undesired

"Nasty?"
This was good information on Alex weather he knew it or not.

"Sorta. Well depends how pissed he is. We literally had to hold him back once."

"What about Rick McGuire?" He uncrossed his legs, getting comfortable.

"Rick is, well he's just Rick." Alex smiled. "I knew him long before everyone else. Back in high school. So he's always sort of understood me. Better than most people. He tries to get me and most of the time he does. I never really thought I'd see him again after high school but than he started dating Sydney. So, he's just a great guy overall. I'd kill most people for leaving Sydney like he did but he makes Kevin so happy now."

"So....Kevin's happiness means more than Sydney's?"
That was amusing.

"Well, no I'm not saying that..." Alex sighed, running a hand through his hair. "You make me feel stupid." He frowned and thought some more.

"Im not trying to. But you make it sound like that. So tell me...Kevin means alot to you?"

"Yes very very much." Alex nodded firmly.

"More than Sydney? Is he daddy's baby boy?" The man smirked.

"Well I don't like to pick favorites but yes, Kevin and Biddy are probably my favorites." He smiled softly.

"Awwww, well see im getting somewhere. Why except Biddy and not Aaron or Dewayne?"

"Well Dewayne, I can't handle AT ALL. Knowing that Mike really wanted him... then Aaron.. I could just see Quincy's features mixed with Mike's and it killed me. With Biddy... I didn't know his dad, so it's different I guess."

"I know Mr.Brey. He treats Biddy like shit but Biddy still agrees to see him."

Alex frowned deeply.
"Well I'd rather not know him, that might make it harder. I'm not sure why, thats just how my mind works."

"Biddy is nothing like him. Only thing he gets from him is a few facial features. Biddy is original."

"I know but still, I just don't want to chance it. I really love my Biddy bird."

"No....No you dont if just meeting his father would make you shun him like you do Dewayne and Aaron."

"I don't think it would I just don't want to chance it..." Alex sighed.

"Kevin's your favorite. No matter what he does you wont hate him. Biddy doesn't get that."

"Yes, yes he does.... I doubt I will. That's not really what I meant." He sighed. "I coudln't get rid of Biddy... but if I meet his dad, then it might make it harder for me to look at him. I dont' want it to hurt like it does whenever I saw Dewayne or Aaron."

"Alex, that boy is YOURS. He is not really Brey's....Brey wont ever be 'daddy' to him...You were right off the bat."

Alex nodded.
"And I know that.... like I said, I just don't want to chance it."

"Okay....And im just telling you....Someone like Biddy who bottles it all up, most of the time when it all comes out....usually they are done, and they commit suicide."

Alex frowned deeply.
"No... well how can we fix that?"

"Make him stop holding it all in. If you can get him to cry and just let it out one good time...you'll be helping..."