Just A Number..

"Everything....Its all just killing me."
He needed a break or something.

"Momma c'mon talk to me. What all is wrong? I want to help...."

"Im just....Rick Jr for one thing, having him put too much strain on my kidenys and momma is talking surgery. Your daddy and me are haVing intamacy problems, you and Quincy. I just...You go out and I have no fucking idea whats going on...Then you know me and your grandpa dont get along to well...."

"Oh momma... I'm sorry. Quincy and I, were fine and thats the only one I can really help with... just, what are you and grampa fighting about now?"

"Baby....I just never know where you are and if your okay and its just worrisome." Kevin shook his head. "You know us....Im just the kid he puts up with until Sydney and Alex Jr get here...."
He was the original Alex Jr.

"No momma, grampa loves you. I heard him say to momma. You and Biddy are his favorites..."

"That will change when his precious daughter gets here. Im fucking moving out." He growled.

"Momma no... please don't..." Zac frowned. "I don't want to leave memaw and grampa and uncle Biddy..."

"Ill stay until she gets here. Im not going to stay in a house with that heartless fuckiung whore." He looked away.

"Momma I'm not fond of her either... but I don't want to leave everyone... Can't we just pretend she isn't here?"

Kevin sighed.
"Ill think about it...."
He would be in pain if he was in the house with her.

"Okay momma thank you.." He kissed his forehead with a small smile.

Kevin sighed.
"Granda would rather see me leave rather than Sydney be turned away.."

"No he wouldn't. Go ask him... I know he wouldn't." He shook his head.

"You just wait and see Zac. That's how it is with im and his little angel. Ill leave..."
Alex and Sydney never fought.....

Zac sighed.
"Well hopefully she'll stay alive for a bit more... she's still pretty young..."

"If we are lucky she will be alive until she is like a hundred and by then imma be done found us our own home...."

Zac sighed and nodded.
"Hopefully..."
But they didn't know that lately Sydney had been contemplating suicide.

"When she dies.....Imma choke the fuck out fo her is she fucking tries to get close with you, me, Jr or Senior."

Zac chuckled lightly.
"Same here momma. If the bitch lays a finger on me I'll stab her."

"Not if I get to her first Zac...."
And he would, he would fucking kill the bitch.

"Hey, no way. I call dibs on killing her first." Zac stuck his tongue out.

"Im momma, I say I get to kill her first." Kevin laughed, ruffling his hair.

"Noooo, I just called it damnit." Zac stuck his tongue out.

"Child I called it when she attacked me and hurt my stomach when I was pregnant. Ill kill the bitxh."