Undesired

"I have to go. I'm so sorry but I need to get him... If you need me I'll be back in a flash!" David ran as fast as his legs would carry him to his house. He caught Dewayne walking out with the shirt and pillow. He tackled him by accident, arms winding around him.

Dewayne cursed as he had the breath knocked out of him.
"What in the hell David?" He demanded as he gasped for air.

"I was running. Couldn't stop." He panted. "Don't go."

"Im gone. My things are gone and Im just...Not the TYPE of person you want so let me go." He pushed David off.

"Dewayne, what I meant was I didn't think you were like that. I thought you were... I don't know... I didn't think you would sit there and let your mom scream in pain and do nothing but snap at him." He sighed. "He made mistakes I know but he loves you, that I also know. Isn't that what counts?"

Dewayne hit him with the pillow and stomped off.
"Leave me alone god damnit! I never get to be mad? You know what? Im pissed and as far as im concerned he is not my MOMMA!"

"Dewayne you're allowed but..." David shook his head. "You're not who I thought you were." He shook his head and swallowed the lump in his throat. "Fine. Go. But keep the house. i'm going to have to get a new one." It would remind him of Dewayne and that was something he coudln't take. He rubbed at his eyes. Dewayne was leaving... He refused to cry.
"And THIS is why we played the yes but no game for so long..." He let people in and got hurt. Typical. He growled as a tear fell. He spun around and stormed off. "You're keeping the house. Keep my things to. I don't care quite frankly."

Dewayne sighed, looking back at him.
"David damnit! If im not the man you thought I was then you dont fucking need me! You are fucking killing me here! What do I do? Tell me that and ill be whatever but no, im not changing! You can love me ans love me for ME or you just dont need me."

"I do fucking need you! I didn't want to but I do now! But damnit Dewayne! My mother kicked me out when she found out I was gay and to this day if I saw her screaming like your mom just was I would hold her and tell her everything would be alright! Your mother was in so much pain, screaming, crying, yet he smiled when he saw you! And you yelled at him and abandoned him! How a person can do that.. I don't know. Maybe its the doctor in me but when I see anyone, anyone at all in pain, I help. I hate myself if I don't. I don't care if they're a murderer, I help them. And you just abandoned your mother. I know its your step mother but he loves you damnit!"

Dewayne looked away.
"Stop it damnit....Dont belittle me...dont make me feel like a horrible person. You leave me alone on this damnit. Im not going to sit here and let you tell me im a heartless bastard David, I wont. I know how you are and thats fine but let me tell you, im not that nice, im not the man you thought I was, no im a heartless bastard so you might as well just let me go..."

"I dont' expect you to be like me Dewayne. I don't like how I am. I wish I could let people hurt ubt I just can't... I'm not trying to make you feel bad but god, thats family... don't you? Don't you feel bad on your own? At least a little?"

Yes, he did, He felt fucking horrible but he refused to admit it, he just would not say it allowed.
"No."

"I despise liars." He said blankly. "Don't you sit there and lie to me. That is your problem. You're letting your pride get in the way. Dewayne it is you, me and your parents. What are you so proud for?"

"Look at who my father is and then look at how I was raised. Im proud and im not lying. I dont give a fuck, he gave birth? Big whoop, lots of people give birth. Im so fucking sorry for not being devastated."

"You sicken me." David spun and ran off before Dewayne could see or hear him cry.
Far from it actually... but Dewayne wasn't the only one who could lie...

Dewayne didnt move, not even bothering to hide or wipe away the tears. He didnt get up and go on, he sat there and he sobbed.
Now he was devastated.

David didn't make it far before collapsing, hair in his face as he curled in the fetal position on the ground, bawling. He grabbed the small black box out of his pocket and growled at it. IT wasn't an engagement ring of course. They hadn't been seeing each other too long. It was a promise ring. But it had cost a fortune. He screamed and threw it as hard as he could in the opposite direction. Little did he know it only landed feet away from where Dewayne was.

Dewayne looked at the box, gently picking it up and sobbing loudly when he opened it...
But no...He sickened his lover...

Far from it...
David loved Dewayne. He hadn't said it but he was sure he did. He loved Dewayne more than he'd ever loved anything. Even his former lover... This was the hardest he'd cried since he was killed...
He ran back to teh house, hoping to avoid Dewayne. He ran inside and gathered all his pictures of him and his old lover along with some of Dewayne. He threw them gruffly and ran back outside, trying not to make eye contact as he ran out.

Dewayne wasn't trying. He was just...like he had said, devastated. He was in love with David, he knew it...David was the first man he had loved this much and it just tore his heart out...

DAvid was too busy staring at Dewayne to notice the large rock in front of him. He tripped and the box was sent flying, pictures in frames going everywhere, the glass cracking. David let out a hopeless yelp as he fell to his knees grabbing at them, broken glass slicing his hands open in every way you could imagine.

Dewayne squalled, reaching his hands into the pile to take Davids and hold them still, away from the glass that had also cut up his hands.
"St-Stop it!" He wailed at David.

"But they're all I fucking have!" He wailed. It had begun to rain. The rain, and blood were ruining his photographs. His last memories of the happiest time of his life were gone...

Dewayne held on tighter to his hands. "Stop..." He shivered in the rain.

David cried harder as he watched his pictures ruined.... Hispictures were pretty much the most important thing to him besides Dewayne... and if he was losing Dewayne...