Just A Number..

"Yeah but... not now." He sighed, shaking his head. "I'm just going to stay here for now. I'd ask Quincy up but I'd rather avoid any comments about us fucking."

"Zac, he has a right as your lover and the to be father of your baby to come love you."

"But if I bring him up to my room everyone in the goddamn house will not buy that we're just talking since they all think I'm some sort of whore now..."

"Me and your momma dont, and strangely neither does Biddy baby." He kissed Zac's cheek.

Zac sighed softly.
"You know what its like though. Even if momma don't I know you do. You're willing to do anything for grampa. To keep him happy, to make him feel good, to keep him from leaving..." Zac nodded. "That's how I was but don't think he asked or anything. I was the one who brought it up..."

"Your not a whore Zac....I am a whore, not you...." Mike kissed his grand baby's cheek.

"Momma no. You aren't. Other than Dewayne, the other people were not willing." He shook his head. "That don't make you a whore. Losing your virginity at fourteen does."

"Then your daddy was the biggest whore ever." He giggled at Ric and he wasnt even in the room.

Zac nodded in agreement.
"Even Uncle Chris didn't fuck til he was fifteen. That aint' much better but still."

"Zac...I was fourteen....I lost it at fourteen with Dustin. He had been my bestfriend since birth, literally and he was my lover fort seen years, my fiance and I got pregnant with his kid but it didnt work out."

"Oh I'm sorry then..." Zac looked down. "I just meant me and dad... I didn't know..."

Mike shrugged.
"No one does, I dont even think I ever told Alex how old I was..." He sighed and shook his head.

"Don't... well if it comes up then dont lie or anything. Just don't bring anything up with Dustin." He nodded. "Grampa's on my good side right now." He smirked.

"Why would it put him on your bad side?" Mike cocked his head to the side curiously.

"It might not but I've noticed a pattern. He seems to dislike anyone who touches you." Zac chuckled. "So, if you remind him of his dislike for Dustin for fucking you, then he might connect that with his dislike for Quincy for fucking you. See? I'm smart." He laughed lightly.

Mike laughed lightly.
"He is ridiculous." Mike nodded, he loved it though.

"Eh I see where he's comin from." He nodded. "I'd be the same way. Luckily, the only two people I know he's been with, he raped. I know he's been with more but I don't know them so... its not a problem. The second I meet someone it aint gonna be pretty." He nodded

"You'll hate when Jenifer gets here." He summed lightly.

"Aw hell, that's his wife aint it?" Zac frowned, nose turning up as if he'd smelt something bad. "God, I know how momma feels..." Quincy was his first everything just as Rick was Kevin's first everything. But he wasn't Quincy's and Kevin was not Rick's....

"Yeah...They were married since they were in their twenties and until he died. They have a little girl...But he has been with this and that."

Zac sighed.
"Hell...." He'd never thought about this. She had to be getting old. When she died what happened with him and Quincy? Great, now he was panicking. Was she the jealous type? Would she refuse to let Quincy see their baby? Thousands of questions were racing through his mind..

"Zac....You need to talk to him about this...Last I seen she was getting on up there in age and she was sick..."

"I do need to or I'll go insane. Yupp, now seems good." He stood and walked downstairs to find Quincy.

Quincy grinned at him.
"Hey baby." He kissed Zac's cheek. It was so good to have him back, they acted like they had not been away for three months.

Zac couldn't help but forget about everything for a moment as he hugged him.
"Can we talk babe?"