Just A Number..

"Baby, you're killing me here. Isn't there any other punishment?" He frowned. "Seriously, I'll have a fit."

"I think you will be okay. If you can go without for three months you can do fifty five days." He nodded.

"Ugh. This is worse than what you did to momma." He buried his head in Quincy's chest.
He didn't like the idea of no kisses but he was pretty much jokng around. But deep in his stomach there was a knot tying... what if something happened while he was pregnant? What if he was in pain? Would Quincy refuse to kiss him even thne?

Quincy wrapped Zac up in his arms, cuddling him to his chest.
"Baby, no its not, you need to learn..."

"Is too..." He muttered. He was about to go whine to Kevin when he sighed and stopped himself.

Quincy noticed this, he had grown to know them very well.
"Baby....Go tell him your sorry and you love him...He wont be mad, he is just hurt..."

Zac sighed
"How did you- oh I don't care. I'll be back." He frowned and stood.

Quincy nodded, laying down on his folded arms.
He had confidence they would be okay....

Zac hoped so to but being Zac, he over analyzed EVERYTHING. Did Quincy not want to kiss him???
God he needed to stop this shit.
He walked inside to his mother.

Kevin looked at him but acted like he wasnt there, curling up tighter on the bed he was in.

"Momma... can I talk to you?" He asked softly.

Kevin opened his eyes again and stared at Zac.
"What do you want Zachary? Im trying to stay away from germs since my health is at risk."

"I want to tell you I love you...." He sighed. "And I'm sorry..."

Kevin sat up.
"You should be sorry Zac and I cant trust you anymore. But I love you too..."

"You can still trust me momma...." He sighed softly.

"No I can't Zac, this is my health. I cant die again but I can get sick. Im already sick and anything else would kill me again. You swore....If something happens to me...." He shook his head. "I thought I could trust you to take care of me...."

"Momma I... I wasn't thinking about that until it was too late." He sighed. "You know the feeling. When all that you're thinking of is dad? How to keep him happy? That's how I was..." He frowned

Kevin shook his head.
"Zac....baby.....I have upset your father for you before....I have gotten in his face and I have hit him before. I know he loves me...Most of the time."

"I know you have momma. I would do that for you too. But you never have those moments where all you care about is dad?"

"All the time Zac, I have one everyday but your my baby....Not when your concerned unless it might kill him and you were not killing Quincy, you brought it up."

Zac sighed.
"I really am sorry momma... I'll do whatever I can to make you trust me again."

Kevin shook his head.
"I dont think I can Zachary....."
What would happen to him?

"Theres nothing I can do? At all?" He sighed, frowning.

"What in the hell do you think, could make up for putting my health at risk when im already sick, you know I am...."

"I don't know..." Zac sighed. "I just don't want you to be like this with me..." His mother was always the only one he could really talk to.