Undesired

Mike did the same with the door to his room. Curling up on the bed and sobbing.
Why him?

Rick wailed, punching the wall, leaving a hole. He'd done this to just about every room in the damn house...

Mike sobbed loudly, wanting to fall into some black hole and never be back.

Rick picked up a knife and held it in his hands. A few stabs and it could be over... then a few more after that and itd be over again. keep going and he could die and just not come back...

Luckily Mike thought of that, he growled as he busted the door down and took the knife, glaring at Rick.
"I cant fucking have a knife in the house with you and Kevin around, God Damn!"

"YOU LET KEVIN FUCKING DIE!!! WHY CANT I?!!?!" He screamed.

Mike frowned, heartbroken.
It was his fault?
He couldn't have saved him.
But as long as Rick didnt blame himself.
"Because I said so."

"I'm going to do it and you cannot stop me...." He stood and pushed past.

Mike reached back and caught him, slapping him hard across the face.
"NO YOU NOT GODDAMNIT! I WONT LOSE ANOTHER BABY SO YOU ARE FUCKING GOING TO DO WHAT I ASS OR IMMA WHIP YOUR ASS!!"

Rick gasped, rubbing his cheek.
He glared pushing past once again.

Mike did as he had a second ago, pulling Rick back.
"You wont leave unless you kill me first and I know you wont so stop feeling sorry for yourself and suck it up. Kevin will be back soon and he, nor i need this shit with you!"

"UGH! FUCK OFF!!" He shouted, shoving him and running off locking the door behind him.

Mike ran after him banging on the door.
"Rick, open up or ill get Alex!!"

"NO!" Rick shouted as he looked for a sharp object.

Mike sighed cursing as he had to bust through that door to. He pressed Rick against the wall and held him there.

"STOP IT!" HE exclaimed. he had a knife in his hand.

Mike took the knife and pressed it into his chest.
"Thats the only way imma let you go."

"STop." Rick said firmly, snatching the knife back.

"Make me." Mike smiled softly, simply pulling the knife away and pressing Rick close.

"Momma... momma stop please." Rick begged.

"I wont stop and let you hurt yourself baby....You can hurt me, you can fuck me you can do what you want just...no hurting yourself."

"Momma... you let Kevin die. You let Kevin and Alex cut himself so why can't I?"

"I did not let Alex cut. Kevin...baby Kevin is like me, and you pushed him to that. You can't Rick....You just can't"

"Oh, forget I said that." Only Rick had known Alex had cut for a long period of time. "And I want to."

Mike paused, frowning at him.
"Rick....Please stop...I-Im hurting too baby and I dont wanna fight. If you wanna tell Alex what I said thats probably best, if you wanna hurt me im used to it whatever but no hurting yourself."