I see you, before I ever knew you(Discontinued...:'[ )

Lane raised a brow.
"You dont wanna break the news to Mike?"

"Of course I don't want to but I have to." He nodded. "It's only fair."

Lane nodded, holding him tightly.
Mike was making a nice dinner at home, had the house clean....Everything, rose petals everywhere, soft music on...He was in his wedding tux..."

Alex took Lindsay's hand.
"Baby... can you come with me to get my things? I need you as a reminder of whats waiting for me bakc here and if I ask your daddy to come.. he might get hurt."
"Of course momma." She squeezed his hand as they walked back towards Mike's house.

Biddy was there, even though Mike was asking him to Leave, Biddy was sitting on the couch and giggling at him.

Alex pushed through the door, face blank, his eyes clenched shut as Lindsay led him through the house to his old room...

But before he could get there Biddy had tackled him.
'DADDY! MOMMA IS BEING A NASTY ROMANTIC!!!"
Mike could be heard breaking smoething in the other room.
'Damnit! Biddy get out!!! This is supposed to be awesome!!! Go away!!!"
"But im awesome!!"

"Biddy bird, get off me." Alex said softly, standing. He said nothign as he went to their room, refusing to open his eyes.
"oh, its so sweet..." Lindsay chewed her lips.
"Baby..."
"Sorry. Just get your things daddy."

Biddy frowned, his eyes watching the girl.
His smile fell.
"What are you dad?"
He cringed as he realized that was not the usual ring on his finger...
And then Mike entered the room, staring at Lindsay with a sigh, he chewed his lip, not noticing what was going on. He gave a small smile.
"Hey...Im sorry for the way I acted earlier...I know it hurts not to be able to see your baby and I would never want to hurt your momma so its fine...You can even live with us if you want to. I don't mind...You can be here as long as you want to."

"I..." She wasn't sure what to say.
Alex took a deep breath, not daring to open his eyes.
"Mikey... you left me... you said it.... you said you were Mike Mizanin and I was Alex Riley..."

Mike blinked, frowing at him.
"So....Alex when do you take me seriouly. I didnt leave when you cheated on me, or when you whipped me so imnot leaving now."
Biddy gave his father a pained looked.
"But he is...." Biddy whispered.

"You buried our rings Mike. You took it off..." He turned to Biddy. "Biddy baby.... promise me, promise me please... don't hate me..." His eyes were tearfilled.

Biddy stared as Mike still didn't get it.
He sucked in a shaky breath.
"H-He is leaving you momma....Check the ring on his finger."
Mike did.
A heart broken wail filled the room.

"Biddy... Biddy bird...." His Biddy.. his baby... his one of two favorite children would never speak to him again.. he thought he could count on Biddy...

Biddy took Mike in his arms, he looked at his father.
It wasn't cold.
it wasn't hatful.
it was confused.
It was hurt.
But it was loving.

"I love you so much Biddy... and all of your brothers and sisters.... and I love Blake and Austin... all of you... I..." He trailed off, crying into his hands. 'Don't hate me please... T-try to get Kevin not ot hate me if you can... I love you..."

"Yeah... love you too Mr McCormick." He wiped his eyes.
He didn't cry.....
He pulled his mother off.

Alex opened his arms for ahug, looking pleadingly at his son.

Biddy left, sitting Mike on the couch but he came back and hugged his father.
"You wont lose me...But im so upset daddy.....But you have your reasons...I want you to be happy..."
Even if it made his mother so upset.

"Biddy... remember when I told you who Lane was? When we had that talk... I loved it so much cause you understood me... you told me... 'the heart wants what the heart wants' you told me to be with Lane if it would make me happy..." He sighed, hugging his son tightly, bawling into his shoulder.

Biddy nodded.
'I know but...I-I thought you were happy with momma...with us....Your not just leaving him. Your leaving me and Kevin, and Jayden and Rick and the family....No just momma." He shook his head. "But I love you so be happy daddy..."

"I love you too Biddy.... c-can I come visit you?" He asked softly.

"Sure daddy...Whatever you want...." He cried silently. "I-I guess you need to be packing....Hop to it." He looked at Lindsay and for once...He didnt feel the need to call someone a bitch....
He just shrugged at her and shook his head, pulling out his phone.
He called Rick.

Lindsay stayed silent, comforting her mother as he cried hard. She helped him start packing his things.
"Hello?" Rick answered. "Sup, Biddy Bird?"

"Yo..." His voice was quiet, not the cheery chirp the knew, it was raspy, it cracked...
"You and Kevin stay away for a couple more hours alright? D-Daddy and momma are...f-fighting..."