Can't Go On

Zac walked inside,and looked for Quincy. When he didn't find him, he walked outside and sure enough, there he was. Zac walked to the bottom of the tree and looked up at him before sitting on the ground without a word.

Quincy glanced at him, taking his time.
"Zac...I am sorry. I didnt mean to snap at you. Thats no excuse but...I didnt know what else to do..."

Zac looked up at him.
"It's... fine. You won't have to deal with my 'bastard child...'" Zac sighed and leaned back against the tree.

"Dont start that shit, I said I was sorry but if you wanna get down to it, all my children are bastards. Not one was born while I was married to someone." He looked at the sky.

"I know Quincy. It was just the way you said it that hurt..." Zac sighed and laid down on the grass, looking up at the sky. Zac was still crying silently but the light was glaring just right so Quincy couldn't see. For that, Zac was thankful.

But he knew, he always knew.
"That child cant be here. As an adult im telling you I cant take it Zac....If I ever feel I can we can try but right now....Precious...."

"I know Quincy, I know." Zac sighed. "And I've taken care of it. That doesn't mean it don't hurt."

"Well join the club, I have hurt ever since I found out Jennifer was here." He popped his neck.

Zac said nothing as he pulled his hair back into a ponytail and just laid there...

Quincy climbed higher, sighing as the tun warmed his already tan skin.

Zac quickly climbed the tree up to Quincy. There wasn't room for him to sit but he just hung there.
"Don't climb away from me mister." He sighed with a half assed small smile.

Quincy pulled Zac in his lap.
"Just wanted to see the sky baby."

"Alright then." He leaned back in Quincy's chest, taking his hand and holding it to his lips. "LOve you..." He murmured.

" I love you too Precious." Quincy leaned against the tree, pecking the back of Zac's neck.
"And so you know...This home was built for US....Not just me and Aaron."

"I know baby... just stung when you went off like that." He nodded. "I know better deep down though.."

"I didnt mean to Precious..."
He really hadnt.

"I know you didn't babe. I love you anyways though." He kissed his cheek.

'I love you more.' Quincy looked over the trees to Mikes home with disdain.

"Doubt it." Zac closed his eyes, relaxing in his arms.

"I don't, I know its true babe." And he did, he was certain.

"And I know it isn't babe." Zac hummed, turning in his lap to rest their foreheads together.

Quincy pressed a sweet kiss to his small lovers lips.
"Whatever you say baby."

Zac smiled in triumph.
"Wanna go inside or stay out here?"

"I wanna be with you. I missed you last night....I didnt get to sleep any without you in my arms precious." He pecked Zac's cheek.

"I missed you too baby, so much. I was upset with you but I always want to be with you..." He nodded,