Re: Can't Go On

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 5:41 pm

"I know Zac...." Quincy had felt horrible about what he said and how he refused that child but that was had while Zac was with him....

by **Jude McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 5:44 pm

And then Zac's mind went back to his baby... crying and screaming... wanting to know his daddy....

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 5:45 pm

Quincy was not his daddy though...
Mark was.

by **Jude McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 5:48 pm

But in Zac's eyes... Quincy was Jude's daddy...
"Quincy... do you really want me to change his last name from McDaniels?" Zac asked quietly. He didn't want to make it Crisman... and soon hopefully his last name would be McDaniels too...

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 5:50 pm

"He is not mine and right now his name should be Crisman or McGuire." Quincy frowned deeply.

by **Jude McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 5:53 pm

"... okay." Zac sighed and nodded. He didn't want to but... it was Quincy's name...

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 5:54 pm

Quincy was giving it to Zac...
But that baby...
What would he do? It meant so much to him...

by **Jude McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 5:56 pm

"I'll just.. name him Crisman I guess..." Zac shrugged as if it wasn't a big deal but it was... he hated that damn name...

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:00 pm

Quincy sighed.
"McDaniels. I wont shut him out completely. I will try to except him but it will take a while."

by **Jude McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:03 pm

"R-really?" Zac's head snapped up. "You... I don't want to hurt you..."

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:07 pm

"And I don't want to hurt you. As the man you come first..." He nodded and leaned back.

by **Jude McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:21 pm

"Baby... thank you..." Zac bit his lip and nodded, kissing him softly

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:30 pm

Quincy was silent, tugging Zac into his arms and just sitting there.

by **Jude McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:32 pm

Zac sighed but rested his head on Quincy's abdomen.

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:35 pm

"Precious....Maybe one day he can be with us...here but...not now okay?" He sighed softly.

by **Jude McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:38 pm

"Okay baby... Okay." Zac nodded. "Um.. sometime... not right away but... would you just meet him sometime? Let him see you? You wouldn't even have to speak to him... he just, wants to see his father and..." Mark didn't count in Zac's mind..

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:39 pm

"Zac baby...Im not his father though....."
Did Zac see him as such?

by **Jude McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:43 pm

"I.. unless you y'know... don't want to be.. I'd like you to.... i want him to have a daddy and.. I'm his momma... you're my lover... I don't plan on telling him anything about his biological dad until he's a bit older..." Zac spoke quietly, not looking into Quincy's eyes as he nervously shuffled his legs. "You dont... have to I just... he'll call you daddy if you allow it... It'll be like he's yours..." He chewed his lip nervously.

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:44 pm

Quincy thought it over, he was dead silent, his eyes looking out into the bright blue sky for answers.

by **Jude McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:53 pm

Zac looked up at him, chewing his lip.
"You don't have to..."

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:54 pm

"I know I don't but for you im trying Zac..." Quincy sighed softly.

by **Jude McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 6:59 pm

"Thank you so much baby... just for trying..." Zac nodded.

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 7:01 pm

Quincy nodded, kissing Zac's neck.
He was troubled by this...

by **Jude McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 7:07 pm

Zac was hopeful... he really hoped Quincy would give Jude a chance but he was happy with him for just trying...

by **Quincy McDaniels** Wed Apr 06, 2011 7:08 pm

Quincy hopped down, opening his arms for Zac.
"Jump."

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