Invisible...Am I?

Blake frowned deeply.
"I'd think that was better than what Higgy did to him but... he really loves you Blake." Alex nodded.
"I didn't mean to hurt him... god... I just don't know." Blake put his head in his hands.

Critter laughed at his lover, kissing Alex's cheek.
"Boo....You would think but no. People like the boy you are describing, would rather Blake hit him then pretend he wasnt here. That brings up feelings of being unloved and it fucks with you head and emotions. Its worse baby, if not just as bad."

"I didn't... I really didn't mean to..." Blake sighed hopelessly.

"Well damn, if you had mean to then you don't deserve to have a lover period....cept maybe Mike." Lane was mean to him now days...

"Easy there baby." Alex nudged him lightly and Blake held back a smile.

Lane raised a brow at Blake.
"What are you smiling at Boy? Or trying not to?"

Blake let the small smile form.
"Nothing sir."

"No, something was funny or cute. Tell me." Lane rested his head on a hand.

"It was just... the way Alex reacted to that." Blake shrugged. Alex cursed Blake in his head.

Lane frowned.
"Mike is a fucking bitch, who deserved, every time Alex hit him and every time he was raped...He deserves Kendrick."

Alex looked away, squirming slightly in his seat and Blake smiled again.
"Its just sweet is all..."

Lane frowned,
He had never felt so much hatred...never wanted to hurt someone like he did Mike.
"I hope you scared him when you hit him with that whip...let him know you love me and no him."

And this time Blake laughed, as he watched Alex's face.
"Lane... think you're pushing your luck." He chuckled.

"I don't think so. We all know Mike Mizanin is nothing but an annoying little prick. I have never before felt like this for anyone but im glad he is getting what he deserved. Im glad he died of cancer and I hope it hurt. Im fucking glad Alex scared him and left him alone with their four babies."
Kevin.
Jayden.
Jessie.
Biddy.
All alone without their father.

Blake chuckled to himself as Alex stood and exited the room. He needed to calm down...

Lane frowned, but then smiled.
"He would have hit Mike for that. He loves me more..." Lane had never needed to do these things to make sure until now...

"Or he's scared." Blake thought aloud. "Hell, I wouldn't hit you either."

Lane frowned at him, standing to go after Alex.
"And kid, remember. Sticks and stones are hard on bones, aimed with angry art, words can sting like anything but silence breaks the hart."
Biddy could take being hit - Sticks and stones are hard on bones, aimed with angry art.
Biddy could take Rick tearing him down with words so cruel and hurtful - words can sting like anything
Biddy couldn't take Blake ignoring him. - but silence breaks the hart.

Blake frowned as he stood to see what was keeping Biddy. He didn't like Lane, he decided. He loved Mike...

And Mike was all alone. He had Kevin and Jayden with him and that was it. He was with Kendrick and no one seemed to care...Kevin tried to help...
He was nothing to Kendrick.
Biddy was in the middle of talking to his father about everything. Jimmy did care he just...
Never knew how to show it.

Alex had gone into his and Lane's bedroom. His hands were in fists, his head buried in a pillow as he breathed heavily, trying to calm himself. No one talked about Mike like that....
Blake had walked back to Jimmy's house, peeking in the window again but staying quiet this time.

Lane just had. He stepped into the room and sat on the bed.
He would speak of Mike however he wanted to, Mike deserved it.

Biddy shook his head..
"I dont know what I was thinking dad. I though you know....He loved me for a while and I was....wrong....and its just...
He covered his face.
"He thought I cheated...."
Jimmy raised a brow.
"Did you?"
"No sir...."
"Would you?"
"Never..."

"Critter... please... go away right now..." Alex spoke through gritted teeth. He hadn't called him Critter since.... since the night he'd been shot really.

Blake listened, heart aching.
Biddy thought he didn't love him... he'd fucked up so much...

Lane frowned, pulling Alex to his chest.
"Where did Critter come from boo?"

Jimmy gave his son a disgusted look.
"You aint crying are ya boy?"
"No sir..."
"Cryin is for wimps who wont amount to shit."
"Yes sir."

Alex shrugged.
"Leave me alone... please..." Lane...the simple four letter name held so much love when Alex said it... he and Mike had really been the only ones to use it. Alex had used the nickname because it was less special...didnt hold so much love.

Blake frowned at that.
If Biddy wanted to cry for once in his life it was more than fine...