Invisible...Am I?

Lane's frown deepened.
"Alex...Boo....What in the?....I know your not upset about what I said about that little Mizanin bitch?"

Biddy was taught he couldn't cry. He used to get whipped for Crying even when he was just around two or three....When he was new born and younger he was just ignored when he cried.

"...then you don't know me as well as I thought you did...." Alex looked away. He was so close to going off... only reason he hadn't was because, since he'd whipped Mike, he'd really been working on his anger issues.

Blake quietly knocked on the door, he wanted Biddy now. So he coudl apologize...

Lane frowned.
"Alex, you shouldn't care about him anymore. He is done with. I know for a fact that man will kill him so many times he wont ever come back, and truthfully I can't wait for him to be gone. I hate him and I hope Kendrick makes it nice and slow..."
He was scaring himself a bit. He had never been one to be so cruel and he loved Mike, he always had loved Mike as family so why was he so...hateful?
Because Mike had taken Alex back from him.

Jimmy glanced at the door.
"Get Biddy."
He thought it was a friend so his son was being kicked out. Biddy nodded, his head lowered as he trudged to the door, opening it and brushing past who he had thought was his fathers friend.

"Lane how on earth can you say that? Please tell me you're fucking kidding." Alex looked up at him, a mixture of hurt and anger in his eyes.

"Biddy bird." Blake's hand shot out and grabbed his arm.

"I mean what I say Alex....And im not sure. Since you left I have just felt this way about him. He is the only one I feel like this about but I wont lie. Im serious as a heartattack."

Biddy looked up, putting on a smile for Blake.
"Hey! I didn't see you there." He pulled Blake off, knowing his father didn't want him here anymore.

"He was your... bestfriend... you loved him... I loved him... he's so sweet and he's an amazing man, you know that. He deserves so much better than Kendrick...."

"Baby... I love you so much... please believe me." Blake said softly, taking his hand.

"I did love him and he was my bestfriend. He was around for me when my life was bad. He is sweet and amazing but he is a bitch and cry baby and I hate him. I LOVED him a long time ago. Now I DESPISE him and I want him to suffer. I want Kendrick to HURT him...worse than Dustin hurt when he died."
Lane knew about it, Dustin had told him.

Biddy smiled wider.
"Blake I know you love me. And I love you too. Now come on before Austin hurts himself, we left him all alone."

"Lane... I swear to god you take that back right goddamn now." Alex was shaking with anger.

"Baby... alright but imma make this up to you..." Blake nodded.

"No, I wont Alex. I feel that way about it and I hope it happens..."
And it would if no one stepped up to help.

"I deserved it, ab out the whole crying thing, I really didnt mean to do that." He never said sorry....
But he was sorry....

"Lane.... how could you want that? He's.... so sweet, innocent... he doesn't deserve this!!" ALex exclaimed.

Blake stopped and turned Biddy to face him. He cradled his face in his hands.
"Biddy... baby, no. Don't you ever say you deserved that. You didn't. I was an asshole and I'm so sorry. You'll never know how sorry I am. You don't worry about the crying either, I'd cry too baby... you have every right to cry. You can cry whenever you want with me. I'll be there to comfort you the whole time.. we aren't serious and lovey all that much but... Biddy Brey Riley... whatever you want your last name to be... I love you with all my heart. I've never told you this but... you're my first love. First love, first time making love, everything except first kiss. I never thought I'd love something this much.. and I do.. I didn't mean to hurt you... I'm so sorry Biddy... I love you..." He rested their foreheads together.

"Your right...He deserves so much worse." Lane clicked his tongue.

Biddy was struck hard by this, his bottom lip quivering. He had never been made love too, Rick tried but he loved Kevin. Blake was....Blake made love to him...Real love to him.
He felt a tear slide down his cheek.
"I loved Higgy and Rick...But I was never IN love with them....But I am in love with you,....I love you more than I have....EVER love anyone like this...Blake....Its....I did deserve it for letting you think I fucked Rick....That wont ever happen. I wont ever cheat on you....I....God..." He smiled at Blake, his eyes full of fat wet tears and love for this man.

"Lane... you are two fucking seconds away from getting a size 11 boot in your ass." Alex covered his face as he shook with anger.

"Biddy bird... you'll never know how much you mean to me." He wrapped his arms around Biddy and hugged him close. "You've given me a family... something to live for...

"Alex, if you cared so much then why did you leave him for me? You cant get pissed because I want him to fucking die again and again until I never have to see his bitch ass again."

Biddy grinned, rested his head on Blake's shoulder.
"You gave me someone to love....Some where I can call home....Someone to wake up with...and kiss...and be happy with....You made me happy."

"Lane, you know why. You know, I've told you. A part of my heart, you can't have. Its always going to be his and I've told you this..."

"Baby... I didn't mean to make you cry, you know that right?" Blake asked.

Lane sighed, shaking his head.
"I hope Kendrick is beating his arr right now.
He was close to calling and GIVING Kendrick a reason to beat his ass.
He pulled out his phone.

Biddy was silent.
Hadn't he? If not then why let it go that far?

"Lane.... since when were you so..." He trailed off.

"Biddy... I'd never want to make you cry sweety... I didn't know it'd hurt you.."

"Since you left me for him."
Lane wanted to call."

Biddy laughed humorlessly.
"Because im unbreakable right?"

"Why do you have your phone out?" Alex sighed.

"Baby... no i just... didn't know it would hurt you enough to make you cry..."

"Because...."
Lane wasn't really thinking, he was blinded by hate for Mike and the pain that Alex loved him.
He dialed the number.
The phone rang once before it was snapped up. He turned the speaker on.
"Hello?" A deep voice answered.
"Hey, Mikey baby, im alone..."
He even started to feel bad, started to retard it but he man on the other end growled, throwing his phone.
What they heard next when Like this.
"Michael!!!!!"
Some banging, a few whimpers and then a low voice, one that wavered and cracked was heard.
"Y-Yes?"
"Are you cheatin on me boy?"
"N-No!"
"Fucking lying bitch!!!"
Sound of something striking flesh and Mike's poor scream.
"B-But I-I di-didn't-"
More sounds of something being beaten and Mike's weak pleas.
Then you could hear another voice, one more stable and highly pissed.
"Kendrick!!! You had better not fucking hit him again with that!!"
"Or what you little bitch!!" The strong, ominous voice spoke.
"Ill kicked your ass!"
Another smacking sound was heard.
"Pathetic, no wonder you didnt say with that daddy of yours, you know he dont want your sorry ass! He was probably tired of you, why dont you think he was there in the first place?"
Mike could be heard. "Kendrick thats enough! Alex loves that boy and he is a good fucking daddy!!"
Silence. A loud bang, and a terrified cry of "Momma!!!!"
Lane snapped the phone shut.

"Okay Blake, just forget it, its done and over with now." He hoped so..."Or are you still ignoring me?"

"You...." Alex stared at Lane, eyes wide and... tearfilled. He fisted the tears away, stood and stormed from the room.

"Oh baby I'm definitely not ignoring you anymore... but I can't let this go. I'll make it up to you baby."

Lane was even tearing up a little bit. That sounded so....
Cruel....

Biddy shook his head, he didnt know if Blake could make it up to him even if he tried.

Alex had ran from the house out into the woods. He sat down somewhere and pulled his knees to his chest.

Blake sighed, and kissed his temple.
"I will baby...."

While he did that, Mike and Kevin were going through hell for something Mike hadn't done.

Biddy just walked then to his fathers house, almost tripping on him as they made their way through the woods.

Blake looked down at Alex and saw a few tears.
"... he cross the line?" Blake sighed as he knelt down, pulling Biddy with.
Alex nodded.

Biddy frowned at his fathers tears, pulling Alex in his arms.
"Daddy what happened? Why are you crying and who crossed the line?"