Re: But I Am Still Here....Why Am I Still Here?

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 12:07 am

"Nothing." He shrugged and twiddled his thumbs.

by **Gabriel Johnson** Mon May 23, 2011 12:10 am

"Liess... baby look at me." He pouted.

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 12:11 am

"No, I dont wanna." He couldnt...what would David say?

by **Gabriel Johnson** Mon May 23, 2011 12:16 am

"Baby please? C'mon whats the matter? I'm your lover/therapist. Tell me your problems." He whined

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 12:18 am

Dewayne slowly brought his head up, tears shining down his cheeks, wet and dried blood on his mouth and a nasty bruise on his neck. He was not bothered by the physical pain, his heart was hearting was all.

by **Gabriel Johnson** Mon May 23, 2011 12:19 am

"Oh baby! What the hell happened to you?" He gasped, caressing his hurt face gently

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 12:21 am

"Its nothing David, me and Devin just got into a little fight. Aaron was over with momma and well...thats already kinda you know...Then Aaron said something about Lane, Dev thought I said it so he goes off on my about momma not wanting me and you not touching me, and I said things about Lane and his momma, he hit me, I hit him, Daddy got involved..."

by **Gabriel Johnson** Mon May 23, 2011 12:24 am

"Poor thing... I'm half tempted to go kick his ass." He sighed.

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 12:25 am

Dewayne shrugged, sighing softly. The things about his mother and David broke his heart...

by **Gabriel Johnson** Mon May 23, 2011 12:26 am

"What did he say about me again?" He frowned.

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 12:29 am

" He said, and I quote. 'At least I can get someone to fuck me! even your lover won't touch you cause you're so nasty!'" Dewayne sighed softly.

by **Gabriel Johnson** Mon May 23, 2011 12:30 am

"Babe... you know thats not why... I'd love to make love to you..."

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 12:33 am

"It just hurt, everything he said hurt. He rubbed momma into my face...You know how that is...it was just bad." he sighed.

by **Gabriel Johnson** Mon May 23, 2011 12:34 am

He pecked his lips softly.
"Oh babe..."

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 12:36 am

Dewayne shrugged. "I dont know why he hates me so much...He had Aaron with him....Maybe its just me?"

by **Gabriel Johnson** Mon May 23, 2011 12:37 am

"No baby... I'm sure it isn't just you... he doesn't hate you..."

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 12:39 am

"Sure seems like he does..." And it ate at Dewaynes heart.

by **Gabriel Johnson** Mon May 23, 2011 12:42 am

"No... he loves you... I know he does.." He sighed softly.

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 12:44 am

"Sure baby." He nodded and leaned on his lover, wondering what he mother was doing. Mike was cutting the hell out of himself, his stomach, wrist, legs, neck, arms, everything....he just wanted it all to stop.

by **Gabriel Johnson** Mon May 23, 2011 12:46 am

While Alex sat at home, head in his hands. He just... hated this...
When he fucked up last time what fixed it? A song...
So what did he do this time? He wrote another song...

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 12:49 am

Mike was bleeding, slowly, bleeding to death and not doing anything to stop it...not wanting to. What kind of mother was he? And Alex didnt love him enough to just house a kid for a little while.

by **Gabriel Johnson** Mon May 23, 2011 12:59 am

Alex finished after about an hour... he got dressed and walked out of the house, over to Dustin's where he had a hunch Mike woudl be.

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 1:01 am

Mike Was laying in the bed, staring into the ceiling and humming lightly as he bled.

by **Gabriel Johnson** Mon May 23, 2011 1:04 am

Alex knocked on the dooor to Dustin's home

by **Mike Mizanin** Mon May 23, 2011 1:05 am

Dustin opened it and shook his head. "Alex baby, you cant come messing with him right now..."

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