I Shouldn't...

"...how long did you watch for?" He frowned deeply.

"I came in...Around the time he was sucking you off...." Angel's head was bowed, he was shaking harder, tears coursing down his cheeks.

"I'm so sorry Angel... I think... I think I needed that to realized that I don't want him anymore... not ever again..." He sighed.

"Were you not there when you two were exchanging I love you's and you were crying out his name Gabriel? Thats bull shit. We havent even been married for a whole year...We have babies...I...Gabriel how could you..."

"Angel... I've always had some feelings for him... or I thought I did. This opportunity came up and I took it and now... part of me regrets it and part of me is so glad I did it. Because now... I know for sure I only want you. And I love you more than anything..."

"Gabriel that doesnt justify this...I know I cheated to...I know I fucked up too but damnit, I thought we were done with all that...we are married...." Angel looked down, he was devastated...

"Angel I'm sorry. I really don't know what else I can say. I know I didn't make it any better but..." He sighed.

Angel opened his mouth to speak when a shrill babies cry rang out.
Blaine was up.

GAbriel immediately darted down the hallway, grabbing Blaine from his crib and cooing at him.

Blaine quited down as soon as his father picked him up. He had been awake for a bit, he soon tired of being ignored and all he needed was attention.

"Oh sweety, hi baby." He cooed sweetly, stroking the child's head.

Blaine reached out, his tiny hand pressing and rubbing Gabriels stubble.

Gabriel beamed at his son, cooing sweetly.
"Love you..."

Angel peeked over Gabriel's shoulder at their baby.
"He is....Okay..."

"Yes..." His voice was barely above a whisper as he held Blaine close.

It didnt take long before Blaine was began to cry again, loud fussy wailing.

"Shh precious whats wrong?" Gabriel frowned. It took a moment before he realized the child needed changed.

Angel spoke to himself, going to grab their baby things, they had a lot of cute clothes and toys for the boy, Gabriel made sure they also had food and diapers.

Gabriel took a diaper from him and cleaned off the small child, disposing of the dirty diaper and putting the fresh one on him.

Yet the child was still fussing.
Angel seemed panicked, scurrying around the home, looking for the boys bottle.

Gabriel frowned.
"Blaine, shh baby boy." He cooed, rubbing the child's back soothingly.

Angel scurried back, handing Gabriel the cracked bottle with wide eyes.
The baby immediately reached for it.

Gabirel nodded, muttering a small thank you before feeding Blaine the bottle, keeping a grip on it.

Angel knew he probably wasnt allowed to touch his baby anymore...
Blaine was sucking greedily, he was starving.

And Gabriel would not let him, at least for a while... He couldn't...