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Mike rolled his hips, rubbing his erection against Alex's. "I have needed this, with you, for so long." Mike moaned. "I need you to fuck me."

Alex didn't need to be asked twice.
"Right now, or you want prepped?" He asked.

"Whatever you want." Mike really didn't know, it had been a while since they had done it. Mike knew he was tight and very unprepared, but he figured Alex would prefer it like that.

Alex nodded, he saw the uncertainty in Mike's eyes. He gently eased two fingers in, quickly stretching the hole. He wanted this bad and he wanted it soon.

Mike took a deep breath and bit his lip, letting his lover do whatever he wanted. Mike just missed the closeness he had with Alex when they were making love, but this seemed more like just a quick fuck for release. Mike could deal with that if its what Alex wanted.

"I love you honey." Alex whispered, massaging Mike's walls.

"Love you to..." Mike trailed off, enjoying his lovers touch. Mike had never had some one who could make him feel as good as Alex did. Mike had never had anyone that was as good to him as Alex was....

"Baby, you ready?" Alex asked softly, scissoring his fingers wide.

Mike mewed and pushed back against the fingers. "Yes please...." Mike was ready, Mike wanted Alex to take him.

Alex nodded, removing the fingers. He moved up so he was level with Mike's lips again.
"Mmm." Alex groaned as he slid himself carefully into Mike.

Mike let out a sound of disappointment when the fingers left him. Mike smiled when Alex came face to face with him. Mike closed his eyes as Alex slid into him, Mike tried to stop the pain form showing on his face.

"Mikey... We don't have to do this." Alex could easily see that Mike was in a lot of pain.

Mike shook his head fiercely. "No, No. Keep going Alex. I want this."

"But you're in pain honey." Alex frowned. He didn't want to hurt Mike, no matter how much he wanted to make love to him.

"Its the good pain, the one I know is coming and Im fine, as long as your the one hurting me." It was weird but it was true. Mike hated when Alex hurt him because Alex was the only one who had enough of him to break him. Alex wouldn't have anyone else hurt him like Alex did and could. He loved Alex more than Alex would ever know. Mike didn't mind being hurt by him as long as that's where Alex stayed; by him.

Alex frowned.
"You're sure about this?" He asked, a bit uncertainly.

It was hard for Mike, but he was willing himself to trust Alex again. "I trust you....." Mike let his eyes slip closed.

"Okay baby, tell me if it hurts too much." He began slowly rocking his hips.

Mike wouldn't, Mike didn't care how bad it hurt and you could believe him when he said it hurt bad. It had been so long, he was still extremely tight.

Alex stopped abruptly, pulling out.
"Mikey, you're way too tight, I'm not gonna hurt you like this."

Mike winced when Alex pulled out so fast. "Alex, I told you." Mike frowned at his lover, sitting up and staring at him. "I'll be fine. I've had worse...."

Alex shook his head firmly.
"No baby, I can wait. I'm not that much of a whore that I'll fuck you even if it hurts just to get some release. I want to make love where both of us are enjoying it."

"Alex, I know your not a whore. I am your husband, you do with me as you want. Im used to you, and I don't mind; I want you to feel good." Mike carressed Alex's cheek. "Im sure it'll feel better once we get going." Or not, Mike added mentally.

"Not gonna happen. I'll stretch you a bit over the next few days, then we'll try again, ok? It's fine baby.

Mike gave Alex a hurt look. "O-Okay...." Mike mumbled, turning away from Alex and took some soap, pretending to be interested in bathing.