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Mike gave a loud shaky moan of his lovers name as he came, spurting his release all over his pregnant belly.

Alex gave a few more uneven thrusts, determined to make the most of this then he collapsed beside Mike, eyeing his cum.

Mike coughed, he was short of breath. Since becoming pregnant he had been like that but this was so worth it.

Alex got an idea, he leaned over and lapped up Mike's cum off of his stomach. He locked eyes with his lover as he licked up every last drop.

Mike's heart beat rapidly, he thought it would jump out of his chest. "A-Alex......" Mike did but didn't like this. There was a reason his lover was doing all this and he thought he knew what it was

"What sweety?" Alex raised an eyebrow, forehead creasing with worry.

Mike shook his head, he didn't need to bring it out in the open. He didn't want Alex to think about it, he knew his lover was scared and so was he.

"Baby tell me." Alex frowned, caressing the round stomach he had just licked clean.
"You know you can tell me anything."

"I know I can......" Mike smiled softly as he carded his fingers through his husbands hair. "Im just scared, your making this so special....Like you have excepted that maybe this is the last time." Mike's voice cracked.

"Baby, I'd be stupid not to do this just in case. I know very well that this could be our last time. I know you do too. I don't want it to be but I'm going to make this the best I can. I want to truely show you how much you mean to me."

Mike felt his heart break. "I-I don't want this to be goodbye....." Mike let out a sob.

"Baby I'm not saying it is for sure. I have a real good chance of living either. I'm just being safe darling."

Mike struggled to sit up with his over sized belly. Mike threw himself into Alex's arms. "T-Then why does it feel l-like goodbye?"

"Cause I'm not gonna be back for a while this time. I don't know how long it'll be."

Mike grit his teeth, he would be all alone when it was time to give birth. He would be all alone.........Mike sobbed as that thought played over and over again in his head.

"baby it's okay. Shhh it's okay." Alex cooed, running his fingers through Mike's hair.

"D-Don't pacify me! Your the one who might die! Not me!" Mike sobbed, he was such as fucking cry baby, he made himself sick.

"Honey it's alright. Calm down sweety please." Alex cooed, holding his husband close.

"A-Alex stop it, I cant keep doing this to you." Mike gently pushed Alex away and buried his face in his hands, trying to catch his breath and make the tears stop.

Alex pulled Mike back to him.
"Mike I'm not going to let you cry alone."

"A-Alex please, you wont be here! I have to learn to be alone, cry and be miserable alone!" Mike swallowed, "At least until your home for good." Mike pulled away once again.

"While I'm here I refuse to watch you cry and not do a damn thing about it." Alex pulled Mike back yet again.

"Alex please! I have to deal with it alone, I have to stop being such a pussy. I can't have the kids hearing me or seeing me like this, Alex Jr already does and I can't have that. If im going to be alone.....I need be able to deal with it." Mike moved away once more, he hated it, he wanted Alex to just hold him and never let go.

"Mike please. Let me hold you while I can." Alex begged.

Mike sighed and fell back into Alex's arms. "F-Fine." Mike snuggled closer to his husband, savoring the feeling of Alex's arms around him.