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"Baby What did I do? Why are you mad at me? Why aren't you going to chemo?"

"Nothing Alex, leave me alone." Mike bit his lip. "And I just don't feel like it."

"You need it darling. And I obviously did somethign to upset you."

"You know what? Yeah you did and I don't want to talk about it. And I don't give a damn about whats 'good' for me anymore."

"Baby, at least tell me what I did." Alex's brow furrowed in confusion. Everything had been fine when he went to sleep.

Mike jumped as Critter banged on the door. "Michael Mizanin! Get your cancerous ass out here an into the truck you are going!"
Mike shrugged.
"No!"

"Critter did he tell you anything? Apparently I upset him and I have no clue what I did."

"Yeah you pissed him off." Critter took Mike by the arm and tugged. "You come willingly or I force you."
Mike snatched his arm back.
"F-U-C-K Y-O-U!"

"Mike, you are going." Alex said firmly.
"Do you know how?" He turned to Critter again.

Critter stared at him. "Ill tell you when we get him to the hospital."
Mike rolled his eyes. "I will knock the shit out of you if you fucking dare try and force me."
Critter went to take his arm again and Mike swung his fist, catching Critter in the jaw. Critter stumbled a minute and then shook his head, glaring at Mike.

"Mike!" Alex exclaimed. Mike had never been this violent. He shook his head and picked Mike up. He carried him out to the car and set him in the backseat, locking the doors so he couldn't get out. Then he climbed in the driver's seat.
"You comin' Critter?"

Critter nodded and got in. Mike let out a yell and punched the window, cracking the glass and his fist.

"Michael Mizanin Riley, stop acting like a child!" Alex scolded. He hated yelling at his husband but it had to be done.

"No you fucking dont talk to me!" He grit his teeth, "I fucking wish you would just stay home im not fucking with you!" He hit the window again, his knuckle's bleeding as he put more cracks in the window.

Alex closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
"Critter take the wheel." Alex said calmy. After Critter had taken the wheel, Alex climbed into the back and held Mike tightly preventing him from hitting the window again.

This pissed him off more. Mike struggled and tried to get Alex off of him. "Get the fuck off of me you lair!" Mike elbowed Alex in the side and scrambled to the other side of the truck, raising his foot, ready to kick Alex if he tried to touch him again.

Alex avoided the foot and only held Mike tighter. There was no getting out of this grip. He was prepared to take anything Mike attempted.

"Alex!" he wailed "Get the fuck off of me or so help me God I will help the cancer kill me! I don't give a fuck anymore!" He struggled, his face red from anger and the baby kicking once again.

"Michael stop acting like a four year old!" Alex screamed making sure his grip didn't loosen one bit.

"Alex get off!!!" He screamed as Critter pulled into the hospital parking. Angry and pained tears spilled down his cheeks as the baby kicked and he continued to get madder and madder.

Alex carried him into the hospital with Critter helping keep him still.

Mike called out to the doctor which came to talk to him. "Can they legally force me to have Chemo?" The doctor looked at them funny. "No they cant, I assume you are over eighteen and they are not your father so no." Mike smiled. "Then I won't be having it today." Once again the doctor looked baffled. "Why?"
"In my case I would rather die and go through anymore of this." The doctor nodded and made Alex and Critter let Mike go before walking back off."
"I win."
Critter growled.

Alex felt as if he was going to cry. It took everything he had to not burst into tears.
What could he have possibly done that upset Mike this much?

Mike turned to give them both a disgusted looked before walking back to the truck. "You have royally either pissed him off, or hurt him enough that he would do this and act pissed off to hide how much it hurt." Critter shrugged. "You had a wet dream last night, said 'Chris'. So you were having a wet dream about that old boyfriend of yours."

Alex's eyes widened.
"I.. don't even remember that. I never remember my dreams, 'cept for the one's about Mike."
Had he really done that?
"I haven't thought about Chris in that way for a very very long time. He knows I only want Mike."