Re: If You're Reading This

by **Alex Riley** Sat Oct 30, 2010 3:36 pm

"I don't want him Mike. I don't." Alex sobbed.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sat Oct 30, 2010 3:41 pm

Critter turned in his seat. "Boo.....you do realize you might only have a month or so left and you need to do what YOU want. It don't matter what he want's, he is willing and you need him."

by **Alex Riley** Sat Oct 30, 2010 3:44 pm

Alex gave Critter a small smile. He liked him much more than Daffy.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sat Oct 30, 2010 3:48 pm

Critter pulled up to Mike and Alex's house and Mike was still not letting it go. "Mike, come on now. What would make you feel better?"
"If he never lied to me a-again."
"Well what do we do about that?"
"He is not aloud to say he loves me anymore.....because its a lie."
Critter looked at Alex. "You either agree to that or I think he is done."

by **Alex Riley** Sat Oct 30, 2010 3:50 pm

"It's not a lie." Alex said, eyes shining with hurt as they bored into his husband's.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:00 pm

"Tell it to Chris when he gets here. Mike's baby blues glared back into Alex's they was shining with tears and dark with pain.

by **Alex Riley** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:01 pm

"He's coming?!" Alex exclaimed. Great that was just what he needed.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:04 pm

"Yeah, I knew you would be excited." Mike got out of the truck and went into there room, not even bothering to lock the door.

by **Alex Riley** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:07 pm

"I'm not fucking excited!" Alex followed Mike into their room.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:08 pm

"Okay, then your over joyed. I bet you missed him so much." Mike said lamely. He was dying and his husband didn't care.

by **Alex Riley** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:11 pm

"I don't want him here! I'm sending him home!" Alex shouted.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:13 pm

"He's going to be your boyfriend in a few months, you do what you want with him."

by **Alex Riley** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:17 pm

"He will not!" Alex cried. "I love YOU. You and only YOU!"

by **Mike Mizanin** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:24 pm

"I do believe I told you to stop lying to me." Mike glared at Alex, his insides hurting as the cancer ate away at him.

by **Alex Riley** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:25 pm

"It's not a lie." Alex cried, feebly. "I swear."

by **Mike Mizanin** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:27 pm

"Its not my fault you were having wet dreams about you soon to be lover." Mike rolled his shoulders weakly.

by **Alex Riley** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:28 pm

"I don't even fucking remember anything." Alex sighed, tears still falling.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:30 pm

"Well I heard it. I just don't see why you had to give me hope before you took it all away."

by **Alex Riley** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:32 pm

"I don't want that. If I remembered that dream it would probably make me sick. I can't even imagine making love to anyone but you. Or letting them make love to me."

by **Mike Mizanin** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:34 pm

"The why were you dreaming of it!" Mike wailed, the tears he had been trying to hard to keep back came hard, cascading down his pink cheeks.

by **Alex Riley** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:35 pm

"I can't help what I was dreaming of Mike. I don't control that."

by **Mike Mizanin** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:38 pm

"Then you must have wanted it! Sure sounded like you were enjoying it!' he sobbed.

by **Alex Riley** Sat Oct 30, 2010 4:43 pm

"Baby, I was horny. I'm not gonna lie I am, so bad. And you said I should call Chris up earlier... maybe my mom put those two things together without me realizing it. I don't know." Alex shook his head.

by **Mike Mizanin** Sun Oct 31, 2010 1:02 am

Mike just shook his head. "Im not even dead yet. I know I want you to move on but....not while im still here."

by **Alex Riley** Sun Oct 31, 2010 1:22 am

"I'm never going to move on Mike." Alex said honestly. He couldn't

by Sponsored content