I Will Stand By You Forever

Lane whimpered as Alex touched him. His was in too much pain to come and enjoy it. He just hoped Alex did, and maybe next time he wouldn't be so tight, so he would be so hurt.

Alex let out a moan of Lane's name and spilled his release deep inside of Lane. He kept thrusting hoping Lane would come too.

Lane just sighed as Alex found release. He didn't and he didn't think he would, he was in too much pain.

"Lane, baby are you having any pleasure at all?" Alex sighed panting.

Lane just rolled over, his watery gaze meet Alex, his tears strain cheeks red but he managed a small smile, "Th-Thank you Boo."

Alex couldn't stop the sob from escaping his lips at Lane's tearstained face and bloodshot eyes.
"Baby w-why'd you m-make me hurt you?"

"Shhhhhh."
Lane pulled Alex to his chest.
"Its okay Boo...Thank you"

"NO! Do not comfort me!" Alex pulled away. "I just hurt you and I enjoyed it! I'm a sick fucking sadist!" He wiped his eyes hating himself for coming.

"Alex! You stop that, you are not. Now I meant for you to enjoy it, I wanted you to. It was sex, it was supposed to feel good."
Lane pulled Alex back to his chest.
"Its okay baby."

"But it only felt good for me." Alex cried. He couldn't stand seeing Lane like this. He looked down and saw blood seeping out of Lane's abused hole.
Another broken sob was heard.

"Oh Boo, im okay. Don't worry about me, let me worry about me."
He sighed and held Alex tighter, cooing sweet nothing in his ear.

"You're my husband, I'm goign to worry about you Lane.Just letting you know I am never topping again. Now top me, you are going to get some pleasure tonight if it is the last thing i do."

"Alex, first off this was my first time and it will get better. And.... I really don't want to move anymore. Lane's cock had already gone soft and he was hurting to to much to be horny. He just held his husband tightly.

"Okay." Alex sighed. "But I meant the other part. I'm bottom you're top. End of story."

"No...Im not happy with that. I want to be equal and this was only my first time, i'll get better baby."

"Well I'm not happy with being top. You've gotten me used to bottom. I like it. I like feeling you stuffing me." Alex whispered hotly, trying to change the subject.

"Alex, don't change the subject Boo. I don't go for that. You enjoyed topping I know it felt good."

"But honestly baby I like bottoming more than I thought I would. I don't have to hurt anyone." Alex meant this. He never thought he'd like being topped but he did.

"Please Alex, its okay to switch up every now and then."
Lane laid down on his stomach, his abused ass hurting and sending jolts of pain up his spine if he sat on it or walked.

"I dont wanna." Alex pouted feeling like a three year old as his botom lip jutted out.

"For me?" Lane mumbled into his pillow, hissing as the cold air stung the scar on his back.

"Hmph." Alex pouted and buried his face in the pillow. "We'll see."

"Alex...." Lane whimpered and looked up at his husband. He didn't like this, he wanted an equal relationship.

Alex groaned.
"Quit looking at me like that." He whined.

"Please..."
He scooted over to Alex and laid his head on his chest.