Momma's Song.

Mike sniffled and nodded, unable to speak ad he hugged his lover.
"M-Mine!"
He couldn't describe how he felt at that.

"All yours now baby. All yours." Alex cooed, smiling as he held his lover.

Mike pressed Alex to his chest.
"I-Ill make you happy. I'll be strong For y-you! Ill t-take care of you!"
Anything.

"No baby, I want you to be the same Mikey you were before. Please, can you do that for me?"

"I-I think I c-can....I-Im just....I think I c-can..."
He had become bitter.

"Okay baby, just try for me." He cooed, pressing his lips to Mike's sweetly.

Mike attached himself onto Alex's waist and clung for dear life.
Jessica peeked from the living room and giggled at them.

Alex grinned at his daughter as he held Mike tightly.
"I love you."

"I love you so much more than you would ever know."
Mike was so happy he couldnt think straight.

Alex hugged him tightly. He laid down on the bed with Mike. He couldn't stop kissing him.

"I hate it but I wish you were dead, I wish you could stay here with m-m."
Mike rolled over onto Alex's chest.

"I wish I could too... baby I'll go kill myself right now. I'll make it quick and painless. Nothing could be as painful as waiting alone for you until death comes naturally.

"No....You wont be alone Alex....To many people love you too much to leave you alone." Mike stroked Alex's cheek. "I have been waiting for you since I died...At lesast you know this bed...no other man will lay in this bed beside me and Kevin when he feels like it."

"Baby, can I please kill myself?" Alex asked, begged.

"Alex...no....I don't want that. Ill never forgive myself if you did that and then regretted it.

"But I won't regret it baby. i'll be with you." Alex said.

"Alex....No, no....Sydney needs her daddy..." Mike rested atop Alex's chest tiredly.

"She has Rick now..." Alex murmured softly. Soon, even Sydney wouldn't need him. He'd have no reason to stay living.

"Not suicide baby....well...How would you do it?"
Was he actually considering it?

"I'd probably take pills... or something creative, y'know spice it up a bit." Alex grinned.

Mike chuckled ans kissed the tip of his nose.
"You can't....You just can't...."
But he wanted him to....

"But I want to." Alex whined, kissing Mike's cheek.

"I know and I want you too but no...."
He would break if Alex kept up.

Alex sighed.
"Fine... but I have a very important question for you."

"No killing you and no killing anyone else." Mike looked at him warily, his gaze soft as he stared.