Listen To The Thunder

Kevin thought nothing off it and simply curled up and waited for his lover to come back.

Rick opened the door and there stood a crying Sydney, tears streaming down her face.
"S-syd? What are you doing here?"
She collapsed into his arms.
"R-rick, I can't be a single mom. It's s-so hard. I m-miss you." She cried as he held her.

Kevin heard crying so he made himself invisible, like the ghost he was and went into the kitchen.
This was it.

"S-syd... I..." He couldn't say it. He couldn't tell her how he had moved on so quickly. It would break her heart.
She showered his face in kisses and he didn't know what to do.
"Rick p-please, take me back." SHe hiccuped.

Kevin saw, he knew she had is heart and he knew Rick didnt wanna tell her. had to pretend it never happened for Rick's sake.
Kevin changed into his one suit of clothes and stepped into the kitchen.
"Well thanks Rick, for letting me spend the day here, I guess I should be getting home." Kevin faked a smile as he kissed his sisters cheek and brushed pass them.

Rick sighed, his eyes filled with hurt as he watched Kevin go.
"I missed you baby." He sighed as he kissed the top of Sydney's head.

Kevin paused while Syd wasn't looking. He gave a sad smile as tears filled his eyes.
"Bye." He mouthed before slowly trudging off.

Tears slowly trailed down Rick's face into Sydney's hair.
"R-rick are you crying?" She looked up at him. She'd only seen him cry once before.
"Yeah... I just missed you..." He lied.

Kevin was a sobbing mess by the time he got home. Now he was alone, is sister has his lover and he had to face his parents. He gently knocked on the door, scared of seeing his father again.,

Alex had been worried sick about his eldest son. He felt horrible for saying the things he did.
"Kevin!" He exclaimed as he opened the door

Kevin didn't say anything he just stood there and waited. He was hoping Alex didnt yell anymore.

"Mike! Kevin's home!" He shouted as he embraced his son.

"What are you doing? Don't hug me...don't touch me,....."
If Alex only loved him when he was gone then he would either have to stay gone or live without his daddy. Mike came running, he bumped into his husband before hugging them both.
"MY BABY!" Mike let out a sob as he held his babies.

"Kevin, I'm so sorry for saying that. Please, I'm so sorry." Alex shook his head as he held Mike and Kevin.

Kevin jerked away and pushed him.
"SORRY! YOU FUCKING SAID YOU WERE GLAD THAT I WAS NEVER BORN! YOUR GLAD I NEVER GOT TO LIVE, GLAD YOU AND MOMMA NEVER HAD ME! GLAD I DIED!" Kevin wailed, his tear stained face stinging as more tears fell, his face a bright pink.

Alex shook his head.
"No Kevin, I'm not. I'm anything but glad about that. I'm so sorry."

'"YOU DON'T JUST SAY THAT SHIT! YOU WOULD NEVER HAD SAID THAT TO ALEX JR OR SYDNEY! IM THE FUCKING ORIGINAL ALEX JR BUT FUCK! WHY CANT YOU LOVE ME?" Mike looked between the two and continued hugging his baby.

"I do love you baby! I do!" Alex cried.

"Not like you love them...you would have never said that to them,...you cant take that back daddy, you fucking cant! Its not my fault I wasnt born...so why cant you love me like that..."
It had gone from nothing but anger to pained, hurt sobs.

"Baby, I do..." Alex cried. He did. But he fucked up by saying that.

"No you dont! You wouldnt have said that! Whats wrong with me? Whats wrong with me?" Kevin sobbed. Mike was scared, his baby never cried like this.

"Nothing baby! There's nothing wrong with you!" Alex sobbed.

Kevin shook his head and let out another sob.
"Why...."
It was nothing but a whisper.

Alex held Kevin tightly to his chest.
"Kevin baby I love you." He cooed.

Kevin jerked away.
"NO YOU DONT FUCKING TELL ME THAT SHIT! YOU DONT LOVE ME AND IF YOU FUCKING DO THEN YOU DONT LOVE ME ALOT, YOU SAID YOU WERE HAPPY I WAS KILLED!"