Listen To The Thunder

Kevin beamed at him.
"Okay so I dunno nothing about relationship stuff so tell me about it."

Rick chuckled.
"Well what do ya want to know about it? Gotta be a bit more specific." He grinned.

Kevin was silent, wondering if Rick would mind answering this.
"What was your first time like?"

"Well, my first fuck and my first time making love are two different things... My first fuck was some girl in high school. And it was, sort of a dare. We were playign truth or dare at a party, she got dared to go fuck the cutest guy in the room. She picked me. End of story." He shrugged.
"Then my first time making love was with Syd. It was... special. It was her first real time making love too... I could go into detail if you want but, I don't know if you'd want that." He gave a small smile.

Kevin laid down and stared at the ceiling.
"That's sweet."
He wished he had something like that. Kevin never did anything like that, Kevin never even masturbates. He wanted someone to love...

"So... you've never had a first time?" Rick said as he laid beside Kevin.

"Rick, you didnt catch on when you were my first kiss? I have never had any of that....I haven't even held anyone's hand, I mean I held momma and Jessica but thats different, they are family, I have never done anything with someone I like....."

"Yeah... I know, I just wanted to keep talking." He gave a small smile. "There ain't any cute ghosts up there that caught your eye?" He grinned.

"No.......They usually want someone with a little experience....I was never born and apparently that's great for dad but.....it fucks everything up for me."

Rick sighed.
"Kev, don't you worry about what your dad said. He didn't mean it..."

"You didn't hear him Rick....How could he say that to me? Im his son, I was the original Alex Jr......And he is glad I was a miscarriage.."

Rick frowned.
"Alright, become touchable so I can hug you."

Kevin sighed but did as he was told. He was touchable in seconds, already dragging an arm across his face to stop the onslaught of tears.

Rick pulled Kevin onto his chest and stroked his hair.
"Kev..." He paused. "How would you like to have a first time?"

Kevin paused and nuzzled Rick's chest.
"Rick, don't do this if your going to drop me and go back to Sydney."

"I'm not. She said we were over. And I don't give many second chances."

"Then Yeah....I wanna have a first time but...not a fuck..." Kevin didnt wanna be picky but he had wanted this for so long.

"I don't want a fuck either." Rick shook his head.

"Then what will you do? Its not making love if your dont love me, and you dont seem like you really will." Kevin sighed and rested against Rick's chest.

"How do you know I don't love you?" Rick tilted his head.

"Because...You love Sydney and im dead, and plus you tried to beat my ass that one time so....."
Rick had broken his nose, of coarse it healed but still.

"I lost my temper. I do love you. Like a brother. But it can be more.." Rick smiled.

"You broke my nose and can you make love to me if you love me like a brother?" Kevin cocked his head.

"I'm sorry." Rick frowned. "And, yes I can." He nodded.

"Okay then, if you really wanna do this then I really wouldn't mind that..." Kevin quirked a smile.