Somewhere With You

"Goddd, can we not talk about that. He's my brother." Rick groaned with a chuckle.
"Baby, it was one time." Alex pouted.

"I know."
But it was one time that broke his heart. He had cancer, he was unappealing and he knew it.
"Now, Kevin...."
Fuck. Kevin inwardly groaned and looked down at his wrists.

"Yes mister, its talking time." Rick went from loving to stern as he looked at his fiance.

"Okay...Fine what do you want me to say? Do you have any questions?" Kevin rolled his eyes, feeling like a scolded child.

"I'll let Mike start then I'll add in whatever I feel like." Rick nodded firmly.

Mike sighed and leaned on Alex.
'Why?"
"It eases the pain."
"When."
"When daddy said he was glad I was never born."
"How often?"
"When ever in hurt and get the chance."
It was back in forth.

Rick shook his head.
"I don't help. At all. All my effort really is for nothing?"

"Rick baby, you are the only thing that has kept me trying. Without you would have given up and...I don't even wanna think about how I would be without you...." Kevin looked up at his fiance with those big blue teary eyes that begged for forgiveness.

Rick sighed and pulled Kevin into another hug.
"It just hurts Kev..."

"Im sorry Rick...im so, so, so sorry." Kevin whimpered as he wrapped his arms tightly around his lover.

Rick sighed as he held Kevin tightly.
"It's okay baby..."

"But its going to stop." Mike pipped up, an deep frown controlling his features.

"Yes. It better." Rick pulled away and looked at him sternly.

Kevin looked away.
"Ill try...."
He had been trying, he was still trying and he would continue to try.

"Please do. For me baby..." Rick frowned.

"Im trying Rick, thats all I can do at this point." He sighed and looked down, ashamed of himself. Mike was pouting, he was not happy at fucking all.

Alex hugged Mike as Rick sighed and looked down.
Would it really be so hard?
Was he really that depressed?
Was Rick really that bad of a fiance?

Mike would need to speak with Rick later. He had used to cut at one point and he knew Rick was probably hurting.

"I'm going to keep an even closer eye on you... I might put Alex in charge of you. Soon you won't be allwoed to leave the house without an escort." He winked with a smile but he was dead serious.

Mike cleared his throat.
"Thats fine for now but Rick, imma tell you. Alex does that to me and it pissed me off sometimes and its about to stop if I have to sneak out of this house in the middle of the night."

Alex frowned.
"Mike..." He didn't want to make Mike feel like he couldn't take care of himself but... he couldn't most of the time. He couldn't protect himself. He'd been raped three times now... Alex just couldn't chance anything happening to his.... fiance.

Mike looked over at him.
"Alex, not in front of the kids. We can talk about this later."
Kevin shook his head.

"Fine." Alex sighed, folding his arms as he rested his head on Mike's shoulder.

Mike moved so he could hold Alex in his arms.
"Alright....So are we all okay now?"

Rick sighed but nodded.
He was still upset but he'd get over it... eventually.